i went to meet her it was 1h30m away one way and i feel horible because i couldnt express myself well because i drove out of my comfort zone and i got severe anxiety when on the interstate and city driving it was my first time driving that far and on a interstate and a city because i live in the country when i got to meet her i was literally shaking i feel so bad that she had to see me in such a bad time it literally took me day to get my pulse to safe levels i was so worked up when i came home im not shur what to do now i dont think she understands me.