I am new to computers..new to forums..and new to IBD..I am looking at a letter from Professor Bjarnason of Kings College fame..Ulcerative pan colitis diagnosed April 2016 is listed with my medical conditions,a varied and chronic sub text to my life..but the newcomer has done what the others[at least as serious] did not..the first rustlings of what some may call 'fear'..having managed what is now formally known as 'Sudden Unexpected Death Syndrome'..I KID YOU NOT..since birth I am at a loss on how to engage with the IBD unit..the above Professor does refer to me in the letter as 'a kind of down and out' and though not appropriate language I am grateful for his honesty..first impressions,how I am perceived by those whom are tasked to provide my care has been a long running saga..to the point where I am forced to conclude that perception is the basis of prejudice..I am very concerned with my diagnosis of course and having made a point of replying to the consultation letter I am a bit overwhelmed with the amount of support that the IBD unit is lobbing at me..but they don't seem to be hearing my concerns for the medication I am taking..2400mg mesalazine..5mg clipper?..but their coating is stopping them being absorbed..I am passing them almost intact..but can I make this clear to my doctor..nurse..dietician..my first post ever..have I made a complete fool of myself..have I been to open..or as it says used 'improper grammar'..bare with me..you may be my last hope..LOL..thanks for being there..alex