Hi everyone. I haven't been around for awhile because of school and all that junk.
Good news is is that we just bought a new house! We should be moving in within the next month.
I guess the bad news is my stupid intestines are stupid, as they always are.
Getting stuck with cramps in class is stupid! I have to bring my Levsin wherever I go because of it. That and I have to avoid eating before I go anywhere or while out.
Last weekend we went out for lunch and I am just glad we got home when we did!
I haven't seen my gastro in a while because I am sick of him.
I had to see my pcp because I had bronchitis and she mentioned that I have lost a lot of weight. I said, "I told you I have stomach issues!"
I'm just not that into looking for a new gastroenterologist. My current one still thinks its IBS even though I keep losing weight which is not an IBS problem.
The weight loss, the noises, the bathroom trips, my butt hurting, the cramping, it all SUCKS!
Last night I was up late with terrible cramping and burning D. I would fall asleep for just a moment and then shoot out of bed and run to the toilet. After a while it was just bile and it hurt so freaking bad. I'm so glad I have calmoseptine on hand. Today I'm feeling icky and super tired but oh well. I think I've just stopped caring.
I guess I just needed to come back here to remind myself I am not alone. I've just gotten to the point where I just don't care. I don't care about seeing the doctor anymore, I don't care about any of this stupid crap. I'm just so angry at my body for being a jerk. I just want to bang my head on the desk or get a punching bag.
Good news is is that we just bought a new house! We should be moving in within the next month.
I guess the bad news is my stupid intestines are stupid, as they always are.
Getting stuck with cramps in class is stupid! I have to bring my Levsin wherever I go because of it. That and I have to avoid eating before I go anywhere or while out.
Last weekend we went out for lunch and I am just glad we got home when we did!
I haven't seen my gastro in a while because I am sick of him.
I had to see my pcp because I had bronchitis and she mentioned that I have lost a lot of weight. I said, "I told you I have stomach issues!"
I'm just not that into looking for a new gastroenterologist. My current one still thinks its IBS even though I keep losing weight which is not an IBS problem.
The weight loss, the noises, the bathroom trips, my butt hurting, the cramping, it all SUCKS!
Last night I was up late with terrible cramping and burning D. I would fall asleep for just a moment and then shoot out of bed and run to the toilet. After a while it was just bile and it hurt so freaking bad. I'm so glad I have calmoseptine on hand. Today I'm feeling icky and super tired but oh well. I think I've just stopped caring.
I guess I just needed to come back here to remind myself I am not alone. I've just gotten to the point where I just don't care. I don't care about seeing the doctor anymore, I don't care about any of this stupid crap. I'm just so angry at my body for being a jerk. I just want to bang my head on the desk or get a punching bag.