Hello Beautiful People,
So I probably posted about it once or twice before. But I stood still.
It's been a while now that I feel it's time for surgery. I have one big, undeniable stricture at my TI, and it ain't going anywhere unless they remove it, as much of it is fibrotic.
Thank God for the prednisone. However, those rounds of steroids are becoming too common, too banal. A God send it is, but you got to know when to stop.
O yeah, I know what I got to do.
And in the meanwhile, I am so full of self-blame, not taking action sooner; in many aspects of
life, and specifically Crohn's.
And now the pain, now the sorrow.
So I hope this time I gain the courage, determination, strength, and self of sense, and I get the procedure done. For a better health, for an enabling future.
It's hard to lead normal life when you got no 'spare'. I managed, yes.
But the situation has become too
delicate; if I am a little too tired,
or if I did not keep an eye on every crumb I get into my mouth, trouble will wait just across the corner; in the form of the excruciating pain of a stricture; and even if I do watch myself really well, the spontaneous Crohns inflammation can drop a visit and add on to the fibrotic layer...
I am very hesitent. Very much afraid. But I am a big (worried) boy now, and it's time to get ahead.
So I probably posted about it once or twice before. But I stood still.
It's been a while now that I feel it's time for surgery. I have one big, undeniable stricture at my TI, and it ain't going anywhere unless they remove it, as much of it is fibrotic.
Thank God for the prednisone. However, those rounds of steroids are becoming too common, too banal. A God send it is, but you got to know when to stop.
O yeah, I know what I got to do.
And in the meanwhile, I am so full of self-blame, not taking action sooner; in many aspects of
life, and specifically Crohn's.
And now the pain, now the sorrow.
So I hope this time I gain the courage, determination, strength, and self of sense, and I get the procedure done. For a better health, for an enabling future.
It's hard to lead normal life when you got no 'spare'. I managed, yes.
But the situation has become too
delicate; if I am a little too tired,
or if I did not keep an eye on every crumb I get into my mouth, trouble will wait just across the corner; in the form of the excruciating pain of a stricture; and even if I do watch myself really well, the spontaneous Crohns inflammation can drop a visit and add on to the fibrotic layer...
I am very hesitent. Very much afraid. But I am a big (worried) boy now, and it's time to get ahead.
