I have had three deaths in my family back to back, and the stress is overwhelming. I ended up in the hospital back in May, with EXTREME exacerbation of Crohns, and a small bowel obstruction. They wanted to do surgery, but I am not ready for that. I have lived with this for 10 years, but the last several years have gotten so much worse. I live on a fixed income, have no transportation, and have limited access to healthcare. I don't have a clue what to do. I guess right now I am frustrated more than anything else.