I have had it for 12 years I'm embarrassed and humiliated by it everyday the good days I do have I don't even have the energy to straighten my hair an shave my armpits I know too much info but I have to either stay in to do my hair or go out and have everyone look at me like I'm a trap the me is gone! Me is straightening my hair an looking good by the way. As for my bad days I know the hospital cant do anymore and my gp I moved to a new surgery 2yrs ago and they are useless! I am suppose to be on fruti juce drinks and they only dispense 10 per prescription and I drink 4 a day so have to either go an order every day or only get them on good days which is about 2/10. I cant order them everyday because 80% of the time I'm cramped up in too much pain to walk to the doctors surgery and it all makes me depressed an upset that when I get bad days I want to die