I am getting seriously depressed. I can't seem to work because I am an uneducated bum that has to take retail like jobs which keep me on my feet, and I am in too much pain all the time to handle it. I have a job and they have been amazingly tolerant, but the store is up for sale and the new owners may not be so tolerant. I am always in pain, and I feel like I am just letting everyone down because I can't seem to do anything. Can't do much for housework so my house looks like hell. I am tired of waiting. 7 months of tests and still no concrete diagnosis. My husband tries to be sympathetic but he doesn't really get it, he just sees I'm in pain and he can't help. Finances are strained because I can't work as much as I would like, sick of always having to borrow money. Sorry guys I know this is long but I don't know where else I can go to talk.