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mrs. vr
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I don't feel horrible all the time, but every once in awhile, I get this incredible fatigue. It literally fells like I got hit by a truck, or ran into a brick wall, or am trying to move in one of those scary dreams where you can't.
Yesterday I was running around, dropped the big kids off at religious school, took my little one grocery shopping...and totally deflated in the middle of shopping. I had to just pay and get out, even though I wasn't all the way done with my shop.
We got home and I forced myself to put things away, then i lay down on the sofa and EVERYTHING started to ache. It's a weird dull ache, almost like when you're getting a fever. Everything feels achy and kind of twitchy. ( I have no idea if I'm explaining this well, I'm still so drained and yucky).
I got in bed at 6:30 last night, and was too tired to do anything but pick up a book til about 10:30 or so, then I spent a half hour online and had to go right back to bed. I was also weepy, just reading the book, which is not my normal state of being.
I know that this can be related to a constant state of inflammation (which according to my labs, I'm in), but this can't be normal for ANYONE! I had to FORCE myself out of bed to take my husbands pants to the dry cleaners this morning, and just that wore me OUT.
so to summarize:
I am absolutely drained
I ache
I'm weepy
I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!
Yesterday I was running around, dropped the big kids off at religious school, took my little one grocery shopping...and totally deflated in the middle of shopping. I had to just pay and get out, even though I wasn't all the way done with my shop.
We got home and I forced myself to put things away, then i lay down on the sofa and EVERYTHING started to ache. It's a weird dull ache, almost like when you're getting a fever. Everything feels achy and kind of twitchy. ( I have no idea if I'm explaining this well, I'm still so drained and yucky).
I got in bed at 6:30 last night, and was too tired to do anything but pick up a book til about 10:30 or so, then I spent a half hour online and had to go right back to bed. I was also weepy, just reading the book, which is not my normal state of being.
I know that this can be related to a constant state of inflammation (which according to my labs, I'm in), but this can't be normal for ANYONE! I had to FORCE myself out of bed to take my husbands pants to the dry cleaners this morning, and just that wore me OUT.
so to summarize:
I am absolutely drained
I ache
I'm weepy
I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!