I haven't been on here much because of not feeling well and so much stress in my life with everything. I will be so glad when I can just pick up and move away from all of this into a little cabin in the middle of the woods with nothing but trees, animals and beautiful scenery. I won't be dealing with as much stress then. Won't have any utility bills to worry about either. We will be living off of a generator and solar lights for electric which will take away the electric bill, and wood stove of which we have more than enough wood from the trees to heat the place and cook over an open flame for food. Water might be a problem but will deal with it for now and just go to the river for water for the toilet and clean ups. I just can't take the stress anymore and don't want to throw my money to them.
Over the last couple of weeks, I have lost 15lbs and am now scared of what is actually going on with me, with accidents almost every day now. I haven't found a doctor yet, but the Medicare starts today. Just not sure whether I even want to bother to get a doctor around here or wait until I get up north and find a new one up there that will have a fresh and new look as to what is actually going on with me. That, I think, might be better for me to do.
What do you think about all of this? Do you think maybe it would be better for me to wait to get a doctor until I get up there, or with the amount of weight being lost, that something else might be going on too. I was in bed most of the day on Saturday sleeping away the dad in severe cramping pain in my lower abdomen and back. I don't know if it is the Crohn's or the fibromyalgia or just because it has been so hot here lately with the 90 degree temps.
Over the last couple of weeks, I have lost 15lbs and am now scared of what is actually going on with me, with accidents almost every day now. I haven't found a doctor yet, but the Medicare starts today. Just not sure whether I even want to bother to get a doctor around here or wait until I get up north and find a new one up there that will have a fresh and new look as to what is actually going on with me. That, I think, might be better for me to do.
What do you think about all of this? Do you think maybe it would be better for me to wait to get a doctor until I get up there, or with the amount of weight being lost, that something else might be going on too. I was in bed most of the day on Saturday sleeping away the dad in severe cramping pain in my lower abdomen and back. I don't know if it is the Crohn's or the fibromyalgia or just because it has been so hot here lately with the 90 degree temps.