Hi there!
I am going to have my 25th birthday this month and living with crohn's 10 years so far still i feel like i need some advice how to manage this nonsense.
My story began when i was at high school. After stopped doing Kick-box i was about to try some other sport so i started playing handball. Couple of days after the first training i got sick (some throat inflammation, fever etc. treated with antibiotics) after the sickness was gone my stomach started to hurt. Days passed and it keeped being painful. Resuming the trainings my coach said something is still wrong with you. Yes. The pain was getting unbearable and occasionally i vomited (even in the middle of the trainings). i visited a bunch of doctors (a LOT of them) noone knew whats going on but at least they prescribed omeprazol which helped me a little (little less pain and no vomiting at all). After months passed i was getting more and more weak and pail and gained no weight at all even if my height was increasing and vomiting came back (only took 20mg/day and sometimes not regular). I was so weak i ended up in a hospital and i met a doctor who made blood tests, colonoscopy, gastroscopy etc. and "finally" he said i have duodenal crohns. I had blood transfusion (he figured out i was bleeding the whole time before (slooowly)) and i was treated with solu-medrol, ciprofloxacin, metronidazole, pantoprazol and pentasa. After 3-4 days in hospital thanks to the steroids/blood i felt GREAT. So quickly i got out from there and my GI prescribed 64 mg medrol and continued with the rest of the medicines. My symptoms were gone. I was gaining weight and started to work out regularly. That was a wonderful time. I was the strongest, biggest, toughest guy in my class. But as it has to be i had to quit the steroids and slowly my stomach started to hurt again. Time passed -> Pain, ulcers, bleeding -> steroids -> little relief. The whole cycle 2-3 times. Medrol was less effective each time.
While attending university - after a lot of miserable days - i started medrol again but unfortunately it stopped working. I became total resistive. A little less than 2 years ago i had serious bleeding. I had a meeting with friends and right after i've arrived i've told them i am not feeling OK. Next day i woke up and vomited huge volume of blood and there was blood in my poo as well. In the hospital i passed out couple of times going to the toilet or just trying to get on my feet (i was not able to walk even 4-5 meter without someone holding my hand). Somehow the doctor there managed to fix me up burning my veins in my gut and with some astringent medicine and blood transfusion of course. He redirected me to one of the best GI's around and suggested him that i am in a need of biological treatment. This GI examined me (gastroscopy, colonoscopy, ct scan with contrast material etc. etc.) and told me that i have two 8-10 cm long stricture in my jejunum along with my duodenum inflammation, but rejected my biological treatment (like the other doctors in the past) because my condition is not that bad right now and i am an atypical crohn patient. He said we should wait a little if we can handle this some other way.
Well, after i stopped drinking alcohol and coffee entirely i feel like i ll have no life-threatening bleeding again if i am lucky. I used to drink beer or some stuff but i had to figure out that even just a little worsen my condition badly.
Nowdays i am occasionally visiting my doctor because i know none of them can help me really. I've met a lot of doctors and had like 30+ gastroscopy in my entire life. The story is the same: my stomach hurts right under my chest 24/7. The only medicine which actually do something is pantoprazol. I cant live without it. I've tried imuran also in the past but if i am taking it i feel super dizzy. So much that i am not sure if i can grab a door handle which is right in front of me. The only thing that i cant complain about is my current weight, i am 190 cm tall with 95 kg.
My illness affected my life in every aspects. I have never had a relationship with any female. There were a couple of girls who were interested in me but i am just not able to maintain a relationship. I am now currently writing my thesis of masters's degree and really afraid of getting a job (my profession is electrical engineering and luckily i had received scholarship in most of my semesters due to my scholastic record). I am not in a good mood most of the time so i dont think i can get along with my future collegues plus working 8-10 hours a day with constant pain is just a nightmare. right now i am surviving not living every damn day. Well, one way or another i ll have to find something but i dont know how.
And right now i am feeling i am losing my friends because i am so jealous about what they can achieve in life and what i cant, on the other hand i dont want them to feel sorry for me. At all. I just hate it when they telling with their eyes 'oh poor boy'.
And whats more, working out (and swimming, wall climbing, spelunking) and trying to be fit even if it is soo painful caused me a rotator cuff tear in my right shoulder. So doing sports right now is a bit difficult. While not being able to do sports and only sitting in university or at home in front of the computer, i received spinal disc herniation also, funny eh? (I hope i am using the right expression for that)
Well thats my story i guess,
Oh, I am really looking forward to hear tips from others with upper tract involvement :smile:
I am not a native english speaker so please forgive me if i write something wrong
I am going to have my 25th birthday this month and living with crohn's 10 years so far still i feel like i need some advice how to manage this nonsense.
My story began when i was at high school. After stopped doing Kick-box i was about to try some other sport so i started playing handball. Couple of days after the first training i got sick (some throat inflammation, fever etc. treated with antibiotics) after the sickness was gone my stomach started to hurt. Days passed and it keeped being painful. Resuming the trainings my coach said something is still wrong with you. Yes. The pain was getting unbearable and occasionally i vomited (even in the middle of the trainings). i visited a bunch of doctors (a LOT of them) noone knew whats going on but at least they prescribed omeprazol which helped me a little (little less pain and no vomiting at all). After months passed i was getting more and more weak and pail and gained no weight at all even if my height was increasing and vomiting came back (only took 20mg/day and sometimes not regular). I was so weak i ended up in a hospital and i met a doctor who made blood tests, colonoscopy, gastroscopy etc. and "finally" he said i have duodenal crohns. I had blood transfusion (he figured out i was bleeding the whole time before (slooowly)) and i was treated with solu-medrol, ciprofloxacin, metronidazole, pantoprazol and pentasa. After 3-4 days in hospital thanks to the steroids/blood i felt GREAT. So quickly i got out from there and my GI prescribed 64 mg medrol and continued with the rest of the medicines. My symptoms were gone. I was gaining weight and started to work out regularly. That was a wonderful time. I was the strongest, biggest, toughest guy in my class. But as it has to be i had to quit the steroids and slowly my stomach started to hurt again. Time passed -> Pain, ulcers, bleeding -> steroids -> little relief. The whole cycle 2-3 times. Medrol was less effective each time.
While attending university - after a lot of miserable days - i started medrol again but unfortunately it stopped working. I became total resistive. A little less than 2 years ago i had serious bleeding. I had a meeting with friends and right after i've arrived i've told them i am not feeling OK. Next day i woke up and vomited huge volume of blood and there was blood in my poo as well. In the hospital i passed out couple of times going to the toilet or just trying to get on my feet (i was not able to walk even 4-5 meter without someone holding my hand). Somehow the doctor there managed to fix me up burning my veins in my gut and with some astringent medicine and blood transfusion of course. He redirected me to one of the best GI's around and suggested him that i am in a need of biological treatment. This GI examined me (gastroscopy, colonoscopy, ct scan with contrast material etc. etc.) and told me that i have two 8-10 cm long stricture in my jejunum along with my duodenum inflammation, but rejected my biological treatment (like the other doctors in the past) because my condition is not that bad right now and i am an atypical crohn patient. He said we should wait a little if we can handle this some other way.
Well, after i stopped drinking alcohol and coffee entirely i feel like i ll have no life-threatening bleeding again if i am lucky. I used to drink beer or some stuff but i had to figure out that even just a little worsen my condition badly.
Nowdays i am occasionally visiting my doctor because i know none of them can help me really. I've met a lot of doctors and had like 30+ gastroscopy in my entire life. The story is the same: my stomach hurts right under my chest 24/7. The only medicine which actually do something is pantoprazol. I cant live without it. I've tried imuran also in the past but if i am taking it i feel super dizzy. So much that i am not sure if i can grab a door handle which is right in front of me. The only thing that i cant complain about is my current weight, i am 190 cm tall with 95 kg.
My illness affected my life in every aspects. I have never had a relationship with any female. There were a couple of girls who were interested in me but i am just not able to maintain a relationship. I am now currently writing my thesis of masters's degree and really afraid of getting a job (my profession is electrical engineering and luckily i had received scholarship in most of my semesters due to my scholastic record). I am not in a good mood most of the time so i dont think i can get along with my future collegues plus working 8-10 hours a day with constant pain is just a nightmare. right now i am surviving not living every damn day. Well, one way or another i ll have to find something but i dont know how.
And right now i am feeling i am losing my friends because i am so jealous about what they can achieve in life and what i cant, on the other hand i dont want them to feel sorry for me. At all. I just hate it when they telling with their eyes 'oh poor boy'.
And whats more, working out (and swimming, wall climbing, spelunking) and trying to be fit even if it is soo painful caused me a rotator cuff tear in my right shoulder. So doing sports right now is a bit difficult. While not being able to do sports and only sitting in university or at home in front of the computer, i received spinal disc herniation also, funny eh? (I hope i am using the right expression for that)
Well thats my story i guess,
Oh, I am really looking forward to hear tips from others with upper tract involvement :smile:
I am not a native english speaker so please forgive me if i write something wrong