It's so depressing at times dealing with all that comes with this nasty disease! I'm sick, but having to work because where I live I worked for the city and didnt put enough into social security yet to be eligible for cash benefits...so they say work two more years! Ya, you work two more years never knowing if you will double over in pain, or have to run to a bathroom, or be so damn exhausted and sore from joint pain that you can hardly walk up and down stairs!! Just never knowing how you will wake up in the morning....I worked hard to get my college degree at an older age after raising kids and now I can't even use it!
I have had Crohns for over 15 years and am so thankful to have this forum to vent with. People who really get where Im coming from.....Im just tired and would like not to have to fill out papers, explain the disease to and how it affects my life, blah, blah, friggen blah.....Im not really an angry person just fed up right now. I don't want my kids taking care of me.....I want to be self sufficiant....will I be??? Starting humira soon and hopefully I won't get the side effects they list... :ywow:
Thanks for listening....:heart:
I have had Crohns for over 15 years and am so thankful to have this forum to vent with. People who really get where Im coming from.....Im just tired and would like not to have to fill out papers, explain the disease to and how it affects my life, blah, blah, friggen blah.....Im not really an angry person just fed up right now. I don't want my kids taking care of me.....I want to be self sufficiant....will I be??? Starting humira soon and hopefully I won't get the side effects they list... :ywow:
Thanks for listening....:heart: