xX_LittleMissValentine_Xx
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I suppose everything that has happened in the last few weeks are catching up with me. I have just noticed how often I cry when I am on my own. How at the end of the day when I can't keep it in the back of my mind any more I worry about my near future.
I can also honestly say that when I am with my friends and carrying on with things I forget about everything, and I do feel happy. Earlier on today I was laughing and it was a lovely sunny day and I felt happy. And now I am sat in my room on my own waiting for the evening to pass and I can't stop crying.
I know we never know what is going to happen in the future. But knowing that things aren't right, the more I find out and learn and the more I understand the more worried I am.
I just noticed a mouth ulcer and suddenly started feeling anxious, thinking about active disease and getting unwell again...
I have never been on anti depressants or anti anxiety before so I don't know if what im feeling is either of them, is it possible to have both?
Should I talk to my GP about this? I have never liked the idea about talking to them about something like this, how do you begin the conversation?
I am even wondering if I should request an earlier appointment with the new GI I am being referred to, as I said I wanted to wait until June when uni is over, but maybe I need a better idea of my likely treatment plan so I don't keep worrying and wondering about it?
Would appreciate anyone's input
Thank you
I can also honestly say that when I am with my friends and carrying on with things I forget about everything, and I do feel happy. Earlier on today I was laughing and it was a lovely sunny day and I felt happy. And now I am sat in my room on my own waiting for the evening to pass and I can't stop crying.
I know we never know what is going to happen in the future. But knowing that things aren't right, the more I find out and learn and the more I understand the more worried I am.
I just noticed a mouth ulcer and suddenly started feeling anxious, thinking about active disease and getting unwell again...
I have never been on anti depressants or anti anxiety before so I don't know if what im feeling is either of them, is it possible to have both?
Should I talk to my GP about this? I have never liked the idea about talking to them about something like this, how do you begin the conversation?
I am even wondering if I should request an earlier appointment with the new GI I am being referred to, as I said I wanted to wait until June when uni is over, but maybe I need a better idea of my likely treatment plan so I don't keep worrying and wondering about it?
Would appreciate anyone's input
Thank you