Hello out there! Feeling a bit hopeless & defeated with this "Crohn"s Disease. Was diagnosed aprox. 8yrs. ago with a terrible flare. Specialist @ that time told me it was a "Moderate case". After a long hospital stay, changing jobs, I remained in remission until this past Oct. I have been horrid every since, with several hospital stays, good days / bad days, eventually, just recently, loosing my job, I am still fighting my way through feeling as though, just tonight, like I can't take this anymore. I am currently on Asacol. After going through my colonoscopy, ended up back in hospital, last week doing an upper GI, I am now back down for the count & feeling like I can't make it until Monday when I revisit a new GI doctor. I had applied for S.S.D., twice now, to be denied. Not sure what to do next. I don't want to go back to E.R., always end up with getting admitted, to end up feeling like I'm right back where I started. Feeling a bit hopeless right now. Any ideas or suggestions?