So it's 1.30am and yet again I'm sat on the sofa while everyone else is sleeping had a really bad night last night, very bad cramps for hours throughout the night and spent a continuous hour on the loo with diarrhoea oo:. I eventually got some sleep at 6am approx. Today I was so exhausted, my appetite was so low and even coffee (decaffeinated) wasn't good. I still got the laundry done and made dinner and sorted out uni trips for my daughter, by then I was beat and asked my husband if he would help with dishes and he said 'sure it will give you something to do tomorrow, you have nothing else to do'. I know it might not sound like much but he really upset me. I asked him to take me to an appt on Sat evening but he played golf instead so I had to drive 120 mile round trip on my own, I had already attended 4 other appts that week and 7 the week before!! We are meant to away for a week on Sunday but I don't want to go anywhere with him at the minute I think he is fed up cos I'm ill so much and doesn't want to hear me talk about it anymore.
I'm really sorry for moaning but I have nowhere else to turn to, thanks for reading.
I'm really sorry for moaning but I have nowhere else to turn to, thanks for reading.