That's it I've had enough! Bus driver stop I want off this crappy ride.
I've been doin pretty well on this new trial not huge improvements but small ones so it's been slow but seemed to be working
but last few days I'm startin head backwards
hopin it's jus a hicup in the road to recovery an things will improve again
but tonite it's that bad again I've got an old blanket etc an I'm sleeping in my bathroom I got no energy ATM to be runnin back n forth from my bed to the loo
I've gone from 10-11 times a day to - I've lost count 90% of it is now blood - sorry tmi I know
I'd almost forgotten what was like to constantly hav gut cramps etc but now they back an the gurgling etc
I really can't believe I put up with this 24/7 just a few months ago
I was just thinkin about headin back to work soon but "bam" in like two days 4months of medication etc seems to hav come undone
I dunno maybe I'm over reacting but sure feels like it
sorry for whinging but I jus needed to vent otherwise I'll jus get depressed
cheers for listening/reading
I've been doin pretty well on this new trial not huge improvements but small ones so it's been slow but seemed to be working
but last few days I'm startin head backwards
hopin it's jus a hicup in the road to recovery an things will improve again
but tonite it's that bad again I've got an old blanket etc an I'm sleeping in my bathroom I got no energy ATM to be runnin back n forth from my bed to the loo
I've gone from 10-11 times a day to - I've lost count 90% of it is now blood - sorry tmi I know
I'd almost forgotten what was like to constantly hav gut cramps etc but now they back an the gurgling etc
I really can't believe I put up with this 24/7 just a few months ago
I was just thinkin about headin back to work soon but "bam" in like two days 4months of medication etc seems to hav come undone
I dunno maybe I'm over reacting but sure feels like it
sorry for whinging but I jus needed to vent otherwise I'll jus get depressed
cheers for listening/reading