I'm a 20 year girl from England. I was diagnosed at 16 years old just after my GCSE exams, which i was ill all the way through. All the doctors thought it was just stress caused by the exams or ibs. But it got worse and worse and i was taken in to hospital and eventually diagnosed. I was lucky for the next two years or so which went by without any major problems or flare ups.
Unfortunately last year, age 19, i had the worst flare up i've ever had. And i was still ill for 6 months before the doctors actually said it was bad. In the end i was taken in to hospital again (this time in an ambulance) and was rushed in ttero surgery the next day. The surgeon said it should never have been allowed to get that bad, it had even started to aggravate my womb and kidneys.
I had an ileostomy, which meant i had to put up with a stoma for 9 months. I know people live with them much longer, but for me that was too long. I hated it. I became withdrawn and never wanted to go out. It was the worst 9 months of my entire life. Baring in mind i was only 19/20 during this and that's not a great age to have it.
I thought when i had the ileostomy reversed earlier this year that everything would be better. And it is crohn's wise. The doctors think i might be in remission, which is good. And yet i feel worse than ever. I've been put on anti depressants and have councelling but i can't stop dreading it all coming back.
And everyone thinks just cause i'm not ill anymore we can all just move on. I can't move on from it so why should everyone else? Is that selfish?
I've never posted on any forum before about something so personal, but i was wondering if anyone had any similar experiences?
Thanks for reading!
Unfortunately last year, age 19, i had the worst flare up i've ever had. And i was still ill for 6 months before the doctors actually said it was bad. In the end i was taken in to hospital again (this time in an ambulance) and was rushed in ttero surgery the next day. The surgeon said it should never have been allowed to get that bad, it had even started to aggravate my womb and kidneys.
I had an ileostomy, which meant i had to put up with a stoma for 9 months. I know people live with them much longer, but for me that was too long. I hated it. I became withdrawn and never wanted to go out. It was the worst 9 months of my entire life. Baring in mind i was only 19/20 during this and that's not a great age to have it.
I thought when i had the ileostomy reversed earlier this year that everything would be better. And it is crohn's wise. The doctors think i might be in remission, which is good. And yet i feel worse than ever. I've been put on anti depressants and have councelling but i can't stop dreading it all coming back.
And everyone thinks just cause i'm not ill anymore we can all just move on. I can't move on from it so why should everyone else? Is that selfish?
I've never posted on any forum before about something so personal, but i was wondering if anyone had any similar experiences?
Thanks for reading!