I have had GERD for over 3 years. I am so done with it. my medication keeps me in some what check only if i eat tiny amounts and nothing with fat sugar or fiber. of course today i had a lovely day with my parents. Went to the botanical gardens and went to there house for dinner. My mother made blintzes (a eastern european crepe), this doesn't go with my diet but I've been doing so well and had eaten so little today and it was so good. now I have a stomach ache so bad. and of course i make it worse by deciding I have to have a cookie because I already have a stomach ache. I wish I could force my self to vomit. You'd think pain would teach me and I would be better but I just get so tired and want something that taste good sometimes.
3 years! I don't know if I remember how my stomach should feel. i just had an endoscopy on tuesday and he saw what he's always seen "some inflammation" before all this I was perfectly healthy. Now I have crohn's, spondylitis, all sorts of eye issues and (as of a month ago) psoriasis.
but I did this to my self. if only I had more self control. I don't know how people do it. I've always been skinny so I never need food control. I can't do it for more then 3 or 4 days and then i go screwing things up.
3 years! I don't know if I remember how my stomach should feel. i just had an endoscopy on tuesday and he saw what he's always seen "some inflammation" before all this I was perfectly healthy. Now I have crohn's, spondylitis, all sorts of eye issues and (as of a month ago) psoriasis.
but I did this to my self. if only I had more self control. I don't know how people do it. I've always been skinny so I never need food control. I can't do it for more then 3 or 4 days and then i go screwing things up.