i think i just need a vent
Grr, so finally my consultant agrees i was right, this current state is crohns related. but now 3 weeks to wait for biopsies to find out what meds i can have (notNICE guidelines). Currently on nothing at all and suprisingly, not improving!!
I'm supposed to be going back to work on monday, just 2 days a week to start with, see how i get on . . . i work 10 hour days, work is 1 1/2 hrs drive away. I know a girl I work with is going to do my nut, I'm working myself up about it already. Again, not helpful.
Add to that the fact that i've nearly finished the dissertation for my MSc, which means I would never have that kind of stress again, ever, but right now i have tons of stress with it. I did not sleep at all last night trying to figure out how to do the statistics, I don't get given a statistician and I have no idea where to start.
Arrrgh, I just want it all over, need meds to control the disease, a shotgun to deal with said girl at work and a statistician
rant over
Grr, so finally my consultant agrees i was right, this current state is crohns related. but now 3 weeks to wait for biopsies to find out what meds i can have (notNICE guidelines). Currently on nothing at all and suprisingly, not improving!!
I'm supposed to be going back to work on monday, just 2 days a week to start with, see how i get on . . . i work 10 hour days, work is 1 1/2 hrs drive away. I know a girl I work with is going to do my nut, I'm working myself up about it already. Again, not helpful.
Add to that the fact that i've nearly finished the dissertation for my MSc, which means I would never have that kind of stress again, ever, but right now i have tons of stress with it. I did not sleep at all last night trying to figure out how to do the statistics, I don't get given a statistician and I have no idea where to start.
Arrrgh, I just want it all over, need meds to control the disease, a shotgun to deal with said girl at work and a statistician
rant over