Hi,
Stephen did not have much difficulty with the tube. The tube is very thin, perhaps the thickness of a pencil lead or a thin hair elastic??? It is also very flexible. You do have to overcome the gag reflex and Stephen did gag on it the first couple of times, but only for a moment and never enough to be sick. Before he tried it, I suggested that he try to visualize how tiny it really was compared to the size of what he would normally swallow. He was told to drink water as he inserted the tube, in essence he 'swallowed' the tube (for weeks/months now, he hasn't even used the water anymore). I would say that after two days, he was 75% comfortable with inserting the tube and within one week, maybe even less, he was 95% comfortable with the insertion. The first few days, inserting the tube would make his eyes water... he said it felt like when you get water up your nose... And, he did find the sensation of having the tube in his throat annoying for the first couple of days, but this went away fairly quickly (especially since most of the time he was sleeping...).
Dogluv, I've never done it, so I can only tell you what I've seen through Stephen - there are other people here who have said they had more difficulty with it, so I don't want to make you feel that it 'should' be easy... Stephen wasn't given much of a choice - at diagnosis, we were told "you have to use this tube as treatment and, oh, by the way, you can use steroids but there's lots of side effects so that's why you're using the tube... unless you'd like the steroids". LOL They really didn't make it sound like Stephen had much choice so I'm sure this affected his mindset... he HAD to learn because, as far as we knew, there was no choice!
Also, to give you some perspective... he is a very picky eater - would literally gag if a pea somehow got in his mouth; he's also a bit clumsy - he had as much difficulty, if not more, cutting the tape to hold the tube in place than he ever did in learning to insert the tube! LOL (I think because it's a fabric-type tape, it's harder to cut???)
He went for an MRE a few weeks ago and took his tube and pump because his preference was to use the tube rather than drink the prep (ended up that the prep didn't taste as bad as he'd anticipated).
I hope you can get the tests done quickly and off the diet just as quickly!!! I'm not really sure what the symptoms are of perianal disease??? Would fissures be part of perianal disease? Stephen has had some and he's found that the sitz baths with epsom salts really help.
I hope that helps... :ghug: Let me know if/when you do go ahead with the tube.