- Location
- calgary, alberta, canada
lonely and venting !!
Hi everyone, havent been on for a while. Been a bit depressed, which is odd since im in remission for the first time in 30 yrs. Working out lots , feeling pretty good. The thing is i just turned 48 and havent dated in 12 yrs. Now i feel well enough to, but feel ripped off all those years . I know its all in my head cuz many of you have wonderful understanding SO's . But i gotta tell ya its not easy getting out there again, and telling someone that i may get really sick again down the road. Also im an artist ,so i sit all day in my studio, and sometimes go for days without actually talking to anyone. Well anyway i guess im not looking for answers... just needed to vent on another crappy side effect of this disease, at least for me. Hugs to all.
Hi everyone, havent been on for a while. Been a bit depressed, which is odd since im in remission for the first time in 30 yrs. Working out lots , feeling pretty good. The thing is i just turned 48 and havent dated in 12 yrs. Now i feel well enough to, but feel ripped off all those years . I know its all in my head cuz many of you have wonderful understanding SO's . But i gotta tell ya its not easy getting out there again, and telling someone that i may get really sick again down the road. Also im an artist ,so i sit all day in my studio, and sometimes go for days without actually talking to anyone. Well anyway i guess im not looking for answers... just needed to vent on another crappy side effect of this disease, at least for me. Hugs to all.