My mood goes up and down so much I'm legally changing my name to Otis. Meds are part of it, illness is another. Sometimes it's just the feeling that I'm all alone with this... Not that there aren't people who love and support me, it's just that if you don't have this illness, you really don't get it. I was a strong, robust man who took pride in the fact that I could outwork men half my age. Now, I often feel like a baby... and the bathroom is my security blanket. I don't even mind the pain so much as being in public view if it get's out of hand. Mind you, I could do without
the side effects of the meds... sucks to get sore mouth & migraines from the stuff that's supposed to make you better. However, when I'm really down in the dumps
I force myself out of it.. I get up off my backside, go out & socialize, regardless of how good/bad I feel. Makes me feel better just to be amongst people and to feel that i'm doing something, anything positive. Figure positive out = positive in...