Well....good thing i didn't have high hopes, because the minimal hopes i did have came crashing down right there in the office. I was bawling.....Anyways...So, seems that i *may* have the startings of an IBD, but if so, it's too early for treatment.....he managed to get into my ileum in the colonoscopy, but it was fine. Biopsies, inconclusive. He told me to taper off the pred, 5mg/week, wasn't too impressed that my doc. put me on it, but i don't care....at least i get 8 more weeks of it with the taper, it's the only stinking thing that's helped, for crying out loud! He was saying 50% of Crohns starts in the ileum, and didn't seem to worried about doing a gastroscopy or anything...until i pushed, and he booked it....for Sept. He's put me on some florastor, and wants to see me in three months. Great. thanks buddy. And what the heck am I supposed to do in the freaking meantime?! ARGH. So, i've called my GP and have an appt. tuesday, where i will be asking for a second opinion. I"m not planning to wait until september, this is bollocks. I'm so done. I bawled all the way home, and just don't know what to do anymore. He was kind, sensitive, but doesn't seem too overtly concerned. Which, i mean, he has to deal with this day in and out, and weed out the most important, and i get that it's hard, but yeah.....obviously right now i feel i should be at the top of the list. I'm just done. I seriously...i just don't know what to do, i want to jump off a freaking bridge. Obviously i won't, but damn, is it tempting. I just want to stop hurting, i want to be intimate with my husband, i want to go back to work, i want to be able to explain what's up, instead of just feeling like it's all in my head. I just don't know what to do. :depressed: