I remember it like it was yesterday. The date was June 25,2009. This day should have been one the happiest of my life as I was just married a day before and honeymooning in Hilton Head South Carolina. Instead I woke up in the worse pain of my life. I was 19 years old when it all began. I went to the ER as soon as I got home with no luck. I got a bottle of pain meds and a paper that says undiagnosed abdominal pain and so it went on for 6 weeks. ER visit after ER visit and doctor after doctor the same answer came about. Finally after losing 30 pounds I found a doctor to listen to me. I am a very small person to begin with only 98 pounds so that much weightloss was very damaging to my body. I found a PCP who finally agreed to refer me to a GI. I still remember my first colonoscopy at 19 years old you don't know or should need to know where that probe is going. I remember asking the nurse where she planned on putting it and when she said in the rectum I about had a heart attack. Three days later I got the news I have crohns disease. I was not completely naive to the disease as I know a couple people who have the condition however I have learned so much since then. I have a very difficult case of Crohns as remission is nearly impossible for me even with strong drugs like remicade but I am here and kicking it hoping to find others like me to relate to. It has been almost five years since I was diagnosed and unfortunately I am no closer to remission than I was then. :ybatty: