Well, after 5 years of battling the VA, they have finally given me my 40% disability for my knee and Crohns. I think it should be higher. I am on my fourth infusion of Remicade next Tuesday, I have a rash on each side at the hips, my belly button is bleeding worse now then it did in October, and now my insides hurt! The only pain I had before was my rump being raw from tenesmus (constipated diarrhea or "butt lightening") as another post has put it. Now everything else hurts. My hands hurt. My knee that wasn't bad hurts. All in all, I am to the point of saying cut the bad piece out and stitch me back up. I am getting separated from the military within the next year, just a matter of going through the motions of the MEB and PEB. I have my 3 LOD's for my surgeries. I found a nutritionist that agrees with my assessment of my intolerance for soy and that it may have triggered my first, and yet to end, flare. If anyone has advice regarding the bleeding belly button or what I can do, please chime in. I am spiraling into depression. I don't want my son to see me like this. The steroids made things worse, remicade isn't helping anymore, and the VA will not let me try Low Dose Naltrexone. :rof: Thinking of seeing a different GI doctor behind their backs to get it... :rof::ybatty: