Hi everyone - I hate to post a thread like this but I've been in and out of the hospital 8 times since the first of the year. Luckily (I think) a double balloon enteroscopy performed in May found physical strictures in my small intestine.
Surgery took place this past Tuesday (June 24) and here I sit in my hospital room. My wife left about 90 minutes ago to feed the dogs and do home stuff.
Anyway, I'm sitting here feeling sorry for myself. I'm so over being in the hospital it's ridiculous. I've spent 8 weeks hospitalized since early February, I'm staring at a meal of clear liquids, and I just want to go home, enjoy my wife and the dogs, spend time with our friends, and not be confined to the hospital anymore.
I want to be able to work again; contribute to making the house a home, and enjoy vacations without canceling them at the last minute. We had a wonderful trip planned last fall - fly to Chicago, train across the country to LA, and over a week spent in a beautiful hotel with another couple we are friends with - all of which had to be cancelled when I flared.
So I'm depressed, and just looking for some positive thoughts - and I really wish I could go home.
Surgery took place this past Tuesday (June 24) and here I sit in my hospital room. My wife left about 90 minutes ago to feed the dogs and do home stuff.
Anyway, I'm sitting here feeling sorry for myself. I'm so over being in the hospital it's ridiculous. I've spent 8 weeks hospitalized since early February, I'm staring at a meal of clear liquids, and I just want to go home, enjoy my wife and the dogs, spend time with our friends, and not be confined to the hospital anymore.
I want to be able to work again; contribute to making the house a home, and enjoy vacations without canceling them at the last minute. We had a wonderful trip planned last fall - fly to Chicago, train across the country to LA, and over a week spent in a beautiful hotel with another couple we are friends with - all of which had to be cancelled when I flared.
So I'm depressed, and just looking for some positive thoughts - and I really wish I could go home.