Hi. I'm 29. I was diagnosed with crohns in 2008 but it has been in remission since. Until now. Now I am in agony. Finally had some relief today with spasmonal but I'm scared. I don't want surgery. I'm due to go on holiday in three weeks and I'm scared I won't be well enough. Ive missed a lot of work as I also suffer from depression and I am very worried about what people there think of me. I just wanted to speak to some people who knew how I felt. It can feel really lonely can't it?