Well hello everyone am only a new member but familiar with this site 4 long time I am happy 2 know that am nt alone n am sorry for US all
Yea so I really can't sleep because of the anger I feel so I just registered 2 share wt kinda of hell that I live in
So bare with me
First of all I've been going through lots of thing in my life tryin to fix wt my .. lets say closest one broke n goin to college n changing my major I was happy independent girl all I was askin god to give me the strength to face those ugly f face ppl that I have in my life n to give me the guidance in my life so 2011 is the year I got ill I thought it was my stomach actin out cuz all my life I've been having digestive issue n no one notice it but every pain was like ok hope u go away by urself n it did go away it came on diarrhea forms n vomiting n I couldn't enjoy my tea latte any more which was weird then suddenly I collapse it was fever vomiting diarrhea I couldn't eat a thing tried soup I can't hold water inside so I went 2 the doc after they thought its food poisoning. N other stuff so I dropped alotta weight rapidly n become a skeleton I swear I was shaking like I was going to die so he thought something in my stomach n they did find I forget the name its a bacteria I treated n was ok for days but went back to hospital cuz I couldn't keep food n I have abdominal pain wasn't something that I had before so I did colonodcopy thing n tada its celiac disease stopped eating wt I ate n I don't play with my life if it's grains n wheat wt almost kill me I cut em off without regret
So I went 2 college n change my major I was ok but something wrong with me I might only was ok for 2 months then I lost everything again my health my college suffering from every pain it was sharp as hell I did x ray
Pelvic sonar u name it I did it all n it was on my left side so if it was on my right they will think its appendicit
So I change my doc n went to other n did all noscopy they want n he said its crohn's
Ok so wts that . Well idk about u but in my country we have corrupted health ministry n all gov hosp sucks n the problem I get my self treated in private hosp n they suck 2 at least in my experience he said its long term disease bla bla so I said do I have celiac. . N he said why u want em both? He got an attitude if he don't have an answer so I said no I meant do I still be on gluten free or
. He interrupted me sayin eat wt u want! I was stupid 2 do it without thinking or searching cuz crohn's wasnt well known even till this day so I was ok by god grace till I get those flare ups n all he do is noscopy thing n meds yea I know that's wt he can do I know that but telling me 2 eat wad stupid thing to do n in his clinic he only do the noscopy thing no blood test n I think he thinks he have x ray vision jus saying so I said to myself I can't trust those ppl it will be my fault if I don't take care of myself n I did
Research n found we all have the same symptoms but with food we kinda tolerate nt on the same level
So I tried to be safe n only ate plain rice n yogurt n only drink green tea n water
Dear lord still gets flare ups avobe it igot skin rash skin tags red eye swear my joints hurts like am old am only 25 n the problem I used 2 be athletic now I set like old cat n I walk like one n am that grumpy the cat when it comes 2 talk 2 my dumb**** doc so I took entocort pentasa I had problem with pentasa
N Ascol n my friend is medrol each time I get sick he gave me this n now my face is swollen my body change so I was still angry cuz I got to finish college I need that
Each time I go I relapse n I stop going
So it was 3days that I talk 2 my dumb doc n I told him I got this n that n I swear he was yea so ?
Then I say ok look I have a folder with some interesting med he look at em n say yea I know
Well f u for nt telling me ot giving me
I can't go to the clinic for the b12 shots cuz I get do tired n just was on college n all I think of is resting
So there was a spray !!
Then I told him bout the probiotic n he said yea!!
I was like r u for real I was almost thinking those things doesn't exist
He only have those too
Calcium
Iron
Nothing more
So I took a min n then I said cut it out
I know it nt a cure but I need to be me again
He said no 2 early n no way
So now all I have 2 do is the scopy thing both of em n idk bout my college I gave up on ppl here they don't understand a thing n even the doc all they want is drain the wallet n am ok just help me in return
But here's the f problem I know its chronic disease
N the meds they use it will fix one problem n cause others especially about the amnunity system pressing
Even before crohn's I get ill easily so to me those might end up my life before I started it
N the food
I tried to eat plain tasteless safe food n still gets flare ups what's wrong with me??They sell lots of supplement lots of shakes will we need a cure ppl everything has a cure
I don't care wt they say n wt drug companies trying to sell there's a cure at least a relief I will be ok if I can be independent on myself n have some energy n get manageable pain as a girl we know wt pain is from waxin to pmsing will anyone think am crazy ifi want to cut it out n nt trying those meds???
Is it up 2 me cuz that doc refuse n gave me the impression its wacky idea? ?
I feel abandoned n left to die cuz ppl here don't know wts that even my college professors dont get it n treat me like everyone else I need the special treatment cuz I feel tired n ill
It might sound weird I know but I would love to gain 2 years n feeling normal m finished wt I started with college then let crohn's come again
Life got stages n chapters n I hit the do or die
Yea so I really can't sleep because of the anger I feel so I just registered 2 share wt kinda of hell that I live in
So bare with me
First of all I've been going through lots of thing in my life tryin to fix wt my .. lets say closest one broke n goin to college n changing my major I was happy independent girl all I was askin god to give me the strength to face those ugly f face ppl that I have in my life n to give me the guidance in my life so 2011 is the year I got ill I thought it was my stomach actin out cuz all my life I've been having digestive issue n no one notice it but every pain was like ok hope u go away by urself n it did go away it came on diarrhea forms n vomiting n I couldn't enjoy my tea latte any more which was weird then suddenly I collapse it was fever vomiting diarrhea I couldn't eat a thing tried soup I can't hold water inside so I went 2 the doc after they thought its food poisoning. N other stuff so I dropped alotta weight rapidly n become a skeleton I swear I was shaking like I was going to die so he thought something in my stomach n they did find I forget the name its a bacteria I treated n was ok for days but went back to hospital cuz I couldn't keep food n I have abdominal pain wasn't something that I had before so I did colonodcopy thing n tada its celiac disease stopped eating wt I ate n I don't play with my life if it's grains n wheat wt almost kill me I cut em off without regret
So I went 2 college n change my major I was ok but something wrong with me I might only was ok for 2 months then I lost everything again my health my college suffering from every pain it was sharp as hell I did x ray
Pelvic sonar u name it I did it all n it was on my left side so if it was on my right they will think its appendicit
So I change my doc n went to other n did all noscopy they want n he said its crohn's
Ok so wts that . Well idk about u but in my country we have corrupted health ministry n all gov hosp sucks n the problem I get my self treated in private hosp n they suck 2 at least in my experience he said its long term disease bla bla so I said do I have celiac. . N he said why u want em both? He got an attitude if he don't have an answer so I said no I meant do I still be on gluten free or
. He interrupted me sayin eat wt u want! I was stupid 2 do it without thinking or searching cuz crohn's wasnt well known even till this day so I was ok by god grace till I get those flare ups n all he do is noscopy thing n meds yea I know that's wt he can do I know that but telling me 2 eat wad stupid thing to do n in his clinic he only do the noscopy thing no blood test n I think he thinks he have x ray vision jus saying so I said to myself I can't trust those ppl it will be my fault if I don't take care of myself n I did
Research n found we all have the same symptoms but with food we kinda tolerate nt on the same level
So I tried to be safe n only ate plain rice n yogurt n only drink green tea n water
Dear lord still gets flare ups avobe it igot skin rash skin tags red eye swear my joints hurts like am old am only 25 n the problem I used 2 be athletic now I set like old cat n I walk like one n am that grumpy the cat when it comes 2 talk 2 my dumb**** doc so I took entocort pentasa I had problem with pentasa
N Ascol n my friend is medrol each time I get sick he gave me this n now my face is swollen my body change so I was still angry cuz I got to finish college I need that
Each time I go I relapse n I stop going
So it was 3days that I talk 2 my dumb doc n I told him I got this n that n I swear he was yea so ?
Then I say ok look I have a folder with some interesting med he look at em n say yea I know
Well f u for nt telling me ot giving me
I can't go to the clinic for the b12 shots cuz I get do tired n just was on college n all I think of is resting
So there was a spray !!
Then I told him bout the probiotic n he said yea!!
I was like r u for real I was almost thinking those things doesn't exist
He only have those too
Calcium
Iron
Nothing more
So I took a min n then I said cut it out
I know it nt a cure but I need to be me again
He said no 2 early n no way
So now all I have 2 do is the scopy thing both of em n idk bout my college I gave up on ppl here they don't understand a thing n even the doc all they want is drain the wallet n am ok just help me in return
But here's the f problem I know its chronic disease
N the meds they use it will fix one problem n cause others especially about the amnunity system pressing
Even before crohn's I get ill easily so to me those might end up my life before I started it
N the food
I tried to eat plain tasteless safe food n still gets flare ups what's wrong with me??They sell lots of supplement lots of shakes will we need a cure ppl everything has a cure I don't care wt they say n wt drug companies trying to sell there's a cure at least a relief I will be ok if I can be independent on myself n have some energy n get manageable pain as a girl we know wt pain is from waxin to pmsing
will anyone think am crazy ifi want to cut it out n nt trying those meds???Is it up 2 me cuz that doc refuse n gave me the impression its wacky idea? ?
I feel abandoned n left to die cuz ppl here don't know wts that even my college professors dont get it n treat me like everyone else I need the special treatment cuz I feel tired n ill
It might sound weird I know but I would love to gain 2 years n feeling normal m finished wt I started with college then let crohn's come again
Life got stages n chapters n I hit the do or die
