This thread has been moved to the forum "Your Story" and you can post in here now about everything that you have been through. I know the layout of the forum can be kind of confusing when you first join- take a look at this link, it should help you figure it out. If you still ave questions after, I will be happy to help
http://www.crohnsforum.com/tours.php
I just started Remicade a few months ago and it has changed my life for the better. I have my life back. I am the healthiest now than I was over the last 3-4 years. And the thing about it, I didn't even realize how sick i was until I started feeling better.
I had pancreatitis a few years ago, I know how painful it can get. I am sorry that you are going through that. Do they know what caused it?