hey guys. ranting and raving due to my current situation. im bitter. i live with my 2 fiends, which im grateful for thm letting me stay here,husband,and my beautiful 4 yr old. my husband and i are having a rocky time hes been causing alot of stress lately. ive been flaring for awhile.this year has been full of stress. i came down with a cold last week turning into bronchitis which is making my flare alot worse. they wont go outside to smoke even though they see me having severe asthma attacks and its causing more d. my husband wont help us try to get our own place as he can be lazy play video games not help with our girl and they all drink and try to get me to and call me lame cause i say no even though i explained to them how it can and will affect me crohns pancreatitis. im so fatigued tired bones muscles hurting. i dont have family as they just think im faking specially when i get out the hospital and on pred cause it gives me so much energy. i feel like maybe im being selfish for wanting help. ive always been a mother hen and take care of ppl.. i have to do all my chores, listen to loud music,listen to a bunch of bitching and get no rest. they bitch to me about thier little aches and pains and im sympathetic and listen and try to help. i have no place to go.anfeel im about to snap. i feel sorry for my daughter most of all she is so sweet. she pats me on the back and says i love you mommy. shes used to seeing me strong and all i can manage to do now is cry. just had to get this off my chest before i go completely insane.:ybatty: