Hi I have been looking and looking to see if anybody has been in a similar situation as me and can't find any other stories like mine hoping maybe someone here can help,I was diagnosed with crohns in July 2015 put on steroids and humira and was doing fine,found out I was pregnant in the September and have been flaring since,ended up in hospital in January for 12 days with flare came home and following week found a lump in my stomach that got bigger within days so back to hospital for 3 weeks while they tried to treat this stomach abscess with antibiotics as they didn't want to drain with me being pregnant,had first dose of remicade while there and came home on antibiotics,lump was getting bigger to the point that it looked like another head in my stomach and I was in so much pain,collapsed at home 9 days after leaving the hospital and brought back to hospital in an ambulance with sepsis and spent a week in ICU as well as 2 weeks in a hospital room abscess was drained but lump came back a few days later and they put another drain in but very little came out of it,I am home a week today and the lump is back again and I am at my wits end! GI said its loops of bowel and it may need to be cut out would it be normal for loops of bowel to stick out in a big lump? I'm not sore at all this time and it's not as big as it was but I'm so depressed I've done nothing but cry and cry,I have 3 children and I can't handle having to leave them for 3 weeks at a time while in hospital,it's affecting my mental health and I'm starting to think I just couldn't be bothered living like this,is there light at the end of the tunnel? Obviously they won't do surgery until baby is born but is recovery long? Please I hope someone can help me