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Last Wednesday I had a fistula exam under anesthesia and at that time, they put in a seton. On Tuesday night before the surgery, I had a severe panic attack, because I was worried about them putting in the seton (which is exactly what happened). 7-10 days prior to the exam, I started to feel really good. I mean, better than I've felt in 4 years kind of good.The fistula wasn't bothering me, the disease was quiet, and I felt like a I was finally able to live and socialize like a normal 25 year old. I was very concerned that the seton placement would set me back and the pain and symptoms would return. I expressed all of these concerns to the surgeon and to the PA, and they said they wouldn't need to do the seton unless necessary, and that besides that it shouldn't cause a lot of pain. Well, they placed the seton even though the surgeon said the fistula wasn't too bad. They definitely lied about the pain. I have been popping percocet like candy and it doesn't seem to be helping. I have been doing sitz baths and using a heating pad, but the pain hasn't gotten any better. In fact yesterday after work, it was so bad that I couldn't breathe and thought I was going to pass out. I'm upset for several reasons. The first and foremost being that I was feeling GREAT up until the surgery and I felt like I was in control of my life again for the first time in 4 years and now it's gone. Secondly, I was not prepared to be in this much pain. Is this normal? How long does the pain last? I'm really not sure what to do. I feel like I'm in a little bit of an emotional tailspin over all of this.