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I've been in a flare for 19 months. It sucks. But even through heavy bleeding, diarrhea 15-20 times/day and daily use of oxycodone, I was still able to go to work. I only missed one day because I was in the ER.
Last week, we went to the beach. I have a history of herniated discs in my back and it flares up every 6 months or so. It just causes a lot of pain, but I can still function. Well, I did something our last night at the beach. I gave my 5yo, 42lb daughter a piggy-back ride down the beach for 10-15 minutes. My back started kinda aching that night. We drove 12 hours home on Thursday and my back was really hurting, but tolerable. I laid in an uncomfortable hospital bed for 4 hours Friday for my remicade infusion (doubled the dose and it seems to be working! yay!). Saturday morning, I couldn't walk. I kinda lurched around, holding my husband's arm for support. Sunday was a little worse. Monday, I was supposed to go back to work for the first time in over a week. Instead, I went to the ER.
They gave me an IV of dialuded and taradol (?) and did an MRI. I still couldn't walk (they had me in a wheelchair). Another dose of dilauded and sent me home with a script for muscle relaxers and pain pills and a referral to an ortho. They didn't help. I called the orthopedist they referred me to and couldn't get an appointment until mid-July, 3 weeks away!! Meanwhile, it's getting worse. Tuesday, I went to a chiropractor and got an adjustment. Wednesday it was worse. Went back for another adjustment. Today is worse yet. All I can do is lay here and cry. My mom and MIL are taking shifts to take care of me because hubby has to work. After not being to walk, even with support, he got me a walker (yesterday). It hurts to even walk with the walker, but at least I'm not collapsing.
I'm supposed to go back tomorrow for another adjustment, and I found another ortho that can see me on Tuesday. My boss is being very understanding and letting me work from home. It's month-end and I couldn't take sick time even if I had enough. Too much to do. I've never been gone from work this long, though and it's driving me crazy. The pain I get from Crohn's is usually 5-7 on a scale of 10. This is an 8 when not moving, 10 when moving. I literally canNOT put my weight on my left leg. I just don't believe this is just a couple herniated discs and sciatica. Like I said, I've been dealing with that for 13 years, off and on. A couple days of rest and it clears up. This has been over a week with muscle relaxers and doing NOTHING but laying with a medical wedge under my knees and ONLY getting up to potty.
Sitting for more than 5 minutes makes it much worse (which is why I can't go to work). I only had diarrhea 1-2 times Sat-Tues, but yesterday and today, it's up to 5. Surely the double remicade isn't wearing off already?? You know how hard it to wipe your butt when you can't reach it due to back pain? I have never felt this much pain in my life. I wish they'd just admit me so I could get constant pain relief and nurses to help me potty. I just can't ask my hubby or mom to wipe my butt.:blush:
Anyway, I just needed to vent. Obviously, I'm not going back to work anytime soon. I'm scared the chiro is just making things worse, but several people have urged me to trust the chiro, so I'm giving it a shot. At least until I see the ortho. I'm way too young to need a walker!! (I'm 32)
Last week, we went to the beach. I have a history of herniated discs in my back and it flares up every 6 months or so. It just causes a lot of pain, but I can still function. Well, I did something our last night at the beach. I gave my 5yo, 42lb daughter a piggy-back ride down the beach for 10-15 minutes. My back started kinda aching that night. We drove 12 hours home on Thursday and my back was really hurting, but tolerable. I laid in an uncomfortable hospital bed for 4 hours Friday for my remicade infusion (doubled the dose and it seems to be working! yay!). Saturday morning, I couldn't walk. I kinda lurched around, holding my husband's arm for support. Sunday was a little worse. Monday, I was supposed to go back to work for the first time in over a week. Instead, I went to the ER.
They gave me an IV of dialuded and taradol (?) and did an MRI. I still couldn't walk (they had me in a wheelchair). Another dose of dilauded and sent me home with a script for muscle relaxers and pain pills and a referral to an ortho. They didn't help. I called the orthopedist they referred me to and couldn't get an appointment until mid-July, 3 weeks away!! Meanwhile, it's getting worse. Tuesday, I went to a chiropractor and got an adjustment. Wednesday it was worse. Went back for another adjustment. Today is worse yet. All I can do is lay here and cry. My mom and MIL are taking shifts to take care of me because hubby has to work. After not being to walk, even with support, he got me a walker (yesterday). It hurts to even walk with the walker, but at least I'm not collapsing.
I'm supposed to go back tomorrow for another adjustment, and I found another ortho that can see me on Tuesday. My boss is being very understanding and letting me work from home. It's month-end and I couldn't take sick time even if I had enough. Too much to do. I've never been gone from work this long, though and it's driving me crazy. The pain I get from Crohn's is usually 5-7 on a scale of 10. This is an 8 when not moving, 10 when moving. I literally canNOT put my weight on my left leg. I just don't believe this is just a couple herniated discs and sciatica. Like I said, I've been dealing with that for 13 years, off and on. A couple days of rest and it clears up. This has been over a week with muscle relaxers and doing NOTHING but laying with a medical wedge under my knees and ONLY getting up to potty.
Sitting for more than 5 minutes makes it much worse (which is why I can't go to work). I only had diarrhea 1-2 times Sat-Tues, but yesterday and today, it's up to 5. Surely the double remicade isn't wearing off already?? You know how hard it to wipe your butt when you can't reach it due to back pain? I have never felt this much pain in my life. I wish they'd just admit me so I could get constant pain relief and nurses to help me potty. I just can't ask my hubby or mom to wipe my butt.:blush:
Anyway, I just needed to vent. Obviously, I'm not going back to work anytime soon. I'm scared the chiro is just making things worse, but several people have urged me to trust the chiro, so I'm giving it a shot. At least until I see the ortho. I'm way too young to need a walker!! (I'm 32)