I know a lot of people on this forum write posts about quitting smoking etc. Because of it's links to flares and other much worse problems.
But, over the last 6 months... I don't want to go too much into it, but I have had a lot of bad things happen..
I got dumped by my partner of 6 years, and I went on a bit of a bender... drinking a lot! a lot a lot a lot! (Which my body didn't thank me for)
Slutting myself around a bit (Being brutally honest here)
and... smoking both weed and cigarettes
and then I got over the break-up, I met a really really nice guy who is so so supportive of my condition he is amazing!
So I started to calm down a bit, cut out the drinking to just one on a weekend or something.
I stopped smoking completely (cause he is really anti) (and cause he knows the implications it has on my condition) and obviously stopped being a bit of a slut...
Then when I thought everything was just about going swimmingly...
I had two deaths in the family.... within four weeks of each other, I lost my Uncle to Cancer four weeks ago and My Grandad to Pneumonia on Wednesday just gone... and that hit me hard!
I didn't want to go on the alcohol again (don't ask me why I don't know)
So I have started smoking again (not crazy amounts but this is where it starts right?)
But worse thing is I am doing it in secret from my new boyfriend cause he hates it so much...
I don't know what to do, I am really struggling in this situation...
Wondering if anyone had any pearls for me?
ale: ale: ale: ale: ale:
But, over the last 6 months... I don't want to go too much into it, but I have had a lot of bad things happen..
I got dumped by my partner of 6 years, and I went on a bit of a bender... drinking a lot! a lot a lot a lot! (Which my body didn't thank me for)
Slutting myself around a bit (Being brutally honest here)
and... smoking both weed and cigarettes
and then I got over the break-up, I met a really really nice guy who is so so supportive of my condition he is amazing!
So I started to calm down a bit, cut out the drinking to just one on a weekend or something.
I stopped smoking completely (cause he is really anti) (and cause he knows the implications it has on my condition) and obviously stopped being a bit of a slut...
Then when I thought everything was just about going swimmingly...
I had two deaths in the family.... within four weeks of each other, I lost my Uncle to Cancer four weeks ago and My Grandad to Pneumonia on Wednesday just gone... and that hit me hard!
I didn't want to go on the alcohol again (don't ask me why I don't know)
So I have started smoking again (not crazy amounts but this is where it starts right?)
But worse thing is I am doing it in secret from my new boyfriend cause he hates it so much...
I don't know what to do, I am really struggling in this situation...
Wondering if anyone had any pearls for me?
ale: ale: ale: ale: ale: