surgery too take place soon
hi guys and gals
havent been on here for a while was told yesterday by the surgeon that i have too have surgery within the next 6 weeks, i was diagnose in sept last year and have lived on modulen and still on it, with a little food and aza,and thought i was doin so well, so i thought but no other problems have arisen and been told meds not doin wot they should so they have decided to operate, so you can imagine im terrified ,and very emotional ,and angry ,might have to have a colostomy he will do his best to rejoin if he can, been off work for the last 5 months and now looks its goin to be even longer, i just want to feel like my oldself ,and cant belive how this desease has affected me and my life, was once a happy woman and now i feel like a grumpy old one (54 yrs) all my plans for the future all on hold ,and when family and friends ask how i am i smile and say im fine ,but inside im not, hide a lot from my hubby and kids as i dont want to be a burden ,i just hope after this operation i will start to feel like my self, sorry if i have gone on but i just felt i had to gert this off my chest.thanks for reading this and if you have any advice for me it will be really appreciated. hope all of you well.
thanks againx
hi guys and gals
havent been on here for a while was told yesterday by the surgeon that i have too have surgery within the next 6 weeks, i was diagnose in sept last year and have lived on modulen and still on it, with a little food and aza,and thought i was doin so well, so i thought but no other problems have arisen and been told meds not doin wot they should so they have decided to operate, so you can imagine im terrified ,and very emotional ,and angry ,might have to have a colostomy he will do his best to rejoin if he can, been off work for the last 5 months and now looks its goin to be even longer, i just want to feel like my oldself ,and cant belive how this desease has affected me and my life, was once a happy woman and now i feel like a grumpy old one (54 yrs) all my plans for the future all on hold ,and when family and friends ask how i am i smile and say im fine ,but inside im not, hide a lot from my hubby and kids as i dont want to be a burden ,i just hope after this operation i will start to feel like my self, sorry if i have gone on but i just felt i had to gert this off my chest.thanks for reading this and if you have any advice for me it will be really appreciated. hope all of you well.
thanks againx