mwb3779
Kitchenhawk
How hard is this disease? I ask myself that everyday. Recently I met someone. I'm not sure if it didn't work out because of me or if she wasn't able to handle me and getting sick. I'm not so sure of a lot right now other than I'm heart broken. I don't let my heart to many people for this fear I have of getting it broke again.
I guess when you find someone that you are supposed to be with, everything will click. Things will fit in right. They will be there during the hard times and there during the not so hard times enjoying life right along with you.
I recently visited my girlfriend back home. I was getting all geared up about moving home and having the reset button pushed on my life. I found a great new girl who seemed to understand that my life isn't very simple. I take a lot of drugs, I have bad days and good days. I don't live like everyone else right now.
I had a couple of very hard days that I just grit and beared it. Didn't take the pain meds because I could handle it. To a point. I only had to take them once or twice for almost 2 weeks. I was happy. She asked me after almost ever meal how I was feeling. Just maybe to worried about me.
I hate that I can't change things right now. I hate that I'm sick. I hate that I opened my heart and got it broken.... again.
I guess when you find someone that you are supposed to be with, everything will click. Things will fit in right. They will be there during the hard times and there during the not so hard times enjoying life right along with you.
I recently visited my girlfriend back home. I was getting all geared up about moving home and having the reset button pushed on my life. I found a great new girl who seemed to understand that my life isn't very simple. I take a lot of drugs, I have bad days and good days. I don't live like everyone else right now.
I had a couple of very hard days that I just grit and beared it. Didn't take the pain meds because I could handle it. To a point. I only had to take them once or twice for almost 2 weeks. I was happy. She asked me after almost ever meal how I was feeling. Just maybe to worried about me.
I hate that I can't change things right now. I hate that I'm sick. I hate that I opened my heart and got it broken.... again.