- Location
- Austin, Texas
I am so flipping mad I can hardly breath, ya know when you can hear your heart beat in your ears? You have trouble typing because your hands are trembling?
Yep, that kind of mad!!
My dear wonderful husband- :row:, he's a bit judgmental- esp since going back to church 5 yrs ago. A few months ago he asked me if Ihad ever given my life to god? Your kidding right? We were baptized together 18 yrs ago. I was unaware I needed to renew my subscription!!
So he was telling me that I need to take a probiotic, I would be better if I did and my Dr told me to do it and if I just followed his directions I wouldn't be sick. Ok, I ask, how do you now this? Because you dont go to any dr appts with me. Never have but, when you had your parents stay with you for the results on my colonoscopy you lost my trust. Having your mom call me at work to ask me what it was like to find out that nothing has ever really been wrong me, not good Joe not good! When I was in the hospital you took a day off because I was sick. Huh,
you stayed home and slept all day-so ya missed that round of appts too.
So back to how you have any knowledge my dr ordered me to take probiotics?
Ahhhh, because you work at a grocery store two nights a week- one of your customers who "was much worse off the you are" took them and has never needed any pain meds again!?! How in the *&%$ do you know a customer well enough to judge the severity of my disease against- i am guessing_ hers?? Lets put this into perspective- I am out of remission and use less than 90 pills a YEAR! One freaking pill at a time. It is my belief my pain does not need to disappear just take the edge off. Pain is a good indicator somethings going wrong. I have NEVER been impaired by medication. I don't drink alcohol.
OK, I have tried probiotics over the years- not a huge fan. I have trouble getting
past the stomach ache and diarrhea. Plus I take so many pills each day already
it all overwhelms me. This is not for him to judge!!!
I am 52, I have been with him since we started dating in HS at 16. Now tell me I don't feel as if I somehow knew he was an ***, and should have left a long long time ago.
I don't think I can emotionally survive much more from him. I am lonely and tired, I obviously am not feeling well. I am to tired to cry. Thank god I have three great kids, and this forum. even if I don't post reading about everyone else gives me a connection!!
Thank you for "listening"
Lauren
Yep, that kind of mad!!
My dear wonderful husband- :row:, he's a bit judgmental- esp since going back to church 5 yrs ago. A few months ago he asked me if Ihad ever given my life to god? Your kidding right? We were baptized together 18 yrs ago. I was unaware I needed to renew my subscription!!
So he was telling me that I need to take a probiotic, I would be better if I did and my Dr told me to do it and if I just followed his directions I wouldn't be sick. Ok, I ask, how do you now this? Because you dont go to any dr appts with me. Never have but, when you had your parents stay with you for the results on my colonoscopy you lost my trust. Having your mom call me at work to ask me what it was like to find out that nothing has ever really been wrong me, not good Joe not good! When I was in the hospital you took a day off because I was sick. Huh,
you stayed home and slept all day-so ya missed that round of appts too.
So back to how you have any knowledge my dr ordered me to take probiotics?
Ahhhh, because you work at a grocery store two nights a week- one of your customers who "was much worse off the you are" took them and has never needed any pain meds again!?! How in the *&%$ do you know a customer well enough to judge the severity of my disease against- i am guessing_ hers?? Lets put this into perspective- I am out of remission and use less than 90 pills a YEAR! One freaking pill at a time. It is my belief my pain does not need to disappear just take the edge off. Pain is a good indicator somethings going wrong. I have NEVER been impaired by medication. I don't drink alcohol.
OK, I have tried probiotics over the years- not a huge fan. I have trouble getting
past the stomach ache and diarrhea. Plus I take so many pills each day already
it all overwhelms me. This is not for him to judge!!!
I am 52, I have been with him since we started dating in HS at 16. Now tell me I don't feel as if I somehow knew he was an ***, and should have left a long long time ago.
I don't think I can emotionally survive much more from him. I am lonely and tired, I obviously am not feeling well. I am to tired to cry. Thank god I have three great kids, and this forum. even if I don't post reading about everyone else gives me a connection!!
Thank you for "listening"
Lauren