At this point in my life my mom and I are always fighting because of my Crohns and it is to the point where I don't want to live anymore. She thinks that I am doing this for attention and I am crying wolf. Also she's doesnt understand anything about Crohns and why I am so tired from my body working over time and the meds I take cause me to sleep a lot I try to get to go on the forum but she won't and she is constantly trying to keep me out of my house. I am just sick of everyone and everything in life I just want to be dead or a lone and honestly I see myself killing myself its just how I feel. I feel like I have no one to talk to and no one knows what I am going through!