I feel lost again at the moment. Every few weeks I begin to get depressed and I don't know why. I am seeing a psychologist and stuff but I have never gotten much help from him since my parents told him I have anxiety problems. I have told him many times that most of my problems start with my depression. It's just annoying now and everytime I feel like this I start to feel worse in my intestines. Like this week all of a sudden I had two days of D. The worse thing is that I do not have any symptoms of Crohn's as of now and everytime I get sick and go to the doctor I am told that I am fine. For some reason the day after I don't take my 6-mp I start to feel better. So the next time I go to the GI I am going to ask to be off of it and maybe start something else. Although right now I don't trust medication. I don't understand whats going on right now and I just want to stop everything and sleep. But no my parents are bitching to me about how I have to study for my math final. I ask, Why the hell does it matter? I am doing well enough in class that don't even need to take the final and I have a note card that's well enough. I just want to graduate and leave this disgusting world of high school. Thanks for letting me rant. I will probably have a few more of these.