You are so brave. "Everyone needs a floor they can fall through"( pink lyrics)
So...where is your "floor",dear? I gently encourage you solicit the help of someone to give you a break. Prayers of comfort to you.
Thank you for the replies & suggestions.
I found, through research, that Seraquel will reduce spasms and pain. I take this medication for PTSD. It has many uses. Thank goodness I was able to get some relief.
Is there any medication typically prescribed for the pain? I get the spasms and then a pain that causes me to break into a sweat and feel like I might pass out. Then I get chills. Weird. Its never been this bad. Any suggestions?