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Wow, this is harder than I thought it would be and brings up a lot of emotion. Hello, my name is Sara and I was officially diagnosed with Crohn's disease on my oldest son's 4th birthday in March 2008, but really for me mild symptoms started after his birth I just ignored them for a long time because they were tollerable and I hate doctors. I heard a lot of "we can't find anything" or "it's not viral or bacterial take this and let me know how you feel." In 2008, I also started seeing a naturalpath who began the push for Crohn's disease and finally got helped push my PCP to give me a referral to a GI specialist. That woman was and is my savior! I have been on Prednisone, Mesalamine, Azathioprine, Entocort EC and currently back on Azathioprine and possibly (I will find out in the next week) Cimzia, which is a newer injection therapy drug approved in 2008. I have a lot of anxiety about starting injection therapy; is anyone else currently taking Cimzia? The thought of being put on this medication that my doctor says that I am on for the rest of my life is extremely frightening to me and causes a lot of anxiety. I am also trying to control migratory arthritis pain that seems to be worsening as time goes by. My last colonoscopy revealed that there is still inflamation and ulcerations in my colon and small intestine, but also showed that my small intestine is narrowing due to scar tissue. I decided that this summer I needed to put myself in counseling for depression and anxiety because I realized with the help of my boyfriend, Jared, that I can't manage my feelings and the disease mentally on my own anymore, but I still have anxieties and can't bring myself yet to take any medications for mental health. I have been modifying my diet over the last two years and I really miss all the things that I shouldn't eat. My diet is designed around food intolerance testing (mine are anything dairy/derivatives and a combination to fruit and sugar mixes), the A'damo Blood Type Diet, and a scientific method to combining foods that was designed by Wayne "the Mango Man" Pickering who is also a friend of my father-in-laws. Even though I changed my diet and meds have helped a little, I still feel like I am in a downward spiral.
Thank you for reading my word vomit!
Sara
Thank you for reading my word vomit!
Sara