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I was diagnosed with Crohn's disease when I was 18. I am now 23. Unlike most people with Crohn's disease, I actually gained weight when I started having Crohn's symptoms. Before Crohn's, I was thin and active. I exercised heavily, I was captain of my high school's swim team and water polo team. When I started getting Crohn's symptoms, I stopped being able to exercise heavily, which I'd always enjoyed, because I just didn't have the energy. By the time I was diagnosed with Crohn's, I had gained 60 lbs.
In the past 5 years, I've only had a few very brief windows of remission. When I've been in remission, I started exercising again, and losing weight. But, remission never lasted long, and I was back in a flare-up, in pain, and fatigued, and the weight came back.
I'm currently in a bad flare-up. My Crohn's disease is considered severe. I'm on a high dose of prednisone, which has made me gain another 20 lbs. (and the prednisone isn't even working :-/) I might have to get surgery soon.
Now I'm even fatter (obese according to BMI), and feeling awful. I used to always tell myself that the weight didn't matter, that I'd lose it once I was feeling better, and I didn't worry about it. But now that I'm even fatter, I can't help but feel disgusted with myself. However, I just don't know what to do. I eat fairly healthy (minus fibrous foods and vegetables because I just can't eat them), when I can eat at all, and I'm scared to restrict my calories because I'm malnourished as it is, although you'd never know by looking at me. I hardly have the energy to clean my apartment, let alone exercise heavily like I'd like to. I also have arthritis in my knees and back, which makes any kind of exercise even harder. However, whenever I express sadness over being fat, everyone I talk to (all healthy people) tell me to just start exercising, like I'm just being lazy, and making up excuses for why I don't.
Anyone else gain weight with Crohn's disease? Has anyone tried to lose weight with Crohn's? I know most people with as severe a case as mine normally have a hard time keeping weight on, but I'm the complete opposite.
Should I stop being vain, and caring about my weight? I just get so frustrated that I'm at the "prime" of my life, and not only do I have to spend it being sick, I also have to spend it being and feeling fat and disgusting. And I get pressure from my family to lose weight, despite the fact that I'm sick. It's like they'd rather me be thin, and dying in the hospital, than be fat.
Any and all advice on this matter would be greatly appreciated. Thank you! And thank you for reading my long post!
In the past 5 years, I've only had a few very brief windows of remission. When I've been in remission, I started exercising again, and losing weight. But, remission never lasted long, and I was back in a flare-up, in pain, and fatigued, and the weight came back.
I'm currently in a bad flare-up. My Crohn's disease is considered severe. I'm on a high dose of prednisone, which has made me gain another 20 lbs. (and the prednisone isn't even working :-/) I might have to get surgery soon.
Now I'm even fatter (obese according to BMI), and feeling awful. I used to always tell myself that the weight didn't matter, that I'd lose it once I was feeling better, and I didn't worry about it. But now that I'm even fatter, I can't help but feel disgusted with myself. However, I just don't know what to do. I eat fairly healthy (minus fibrous foods and vegetables because I just can't eat them), when I can eat at all, and I'm scared to restrict my calories because I'm malnourished as it is, although you'd never know by looking at me. I hardly have the energy to clean my apartment, let alone exercise heavily like I'd like to. I also have arthritis in my knees and back, which makes any kind of exercise even harder. However, whenever I express sadness over being fat, everyone I talk to (all healthy people) tell me to just start exercising, like I'm just being lazy, and making up excuses for why I don't.
Anyone else gain weight with Crohn's disease? Has anyone tried to lose weight with Crohn's? I know most people with as severe a case as mine normally have a hard time keeping weight on, but I'm the complete opposite.
Should I stop being vain, and caring about my weight? I just get so frustrated that I'm at the "prime" of my life, and not only do I have to spend it being sick, I also have to spend it being and feeling fat and disgusting. And I get pressure from my family to lose weight, despite the fact that I'm sick. It's like they'd rather me be thin, and dying in the hospital, than be fat.
Any and all advice on this matter would be greatly appreciated. Thank you! And thank you for reading my long post!