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Hi, I'm new to this forum but not new to Crohn's Disease. I was diagnosed in December 1997, but I was sick and in denial for years. I had my gallbladder removed in November of 97 because of pain and gallstones only to have my Crohn's explode into an angry monster! By the time I was diagnosed in December (97) I was in extreme pain all of the time. My GI said " you have severe Crohn's Disease" after my 1st Colonoscopy. I was put on steroids and some other meds. On February 9th, 1998 I couldn't take the pain anymore. I had lost 60 lbs since November. Any food that went in my mouth was either thrown up or caused painful diarrhea.

By the time I got to the hospital I was passing out from the pain. They did a CAT scan and decided that I must have swallowed a nut or something and it was causing a blockage.
On the 11th I had exploratory surgery ( they were looking for a nut ) lol. Three hours later the surgeon had tears in his eyes as he explained to my family that he couldn't understand how I was still functioning. ( I wasn't ). I had a blockage in my colon that was the size of a softball. My body had started growing a new colon. After removing 22 inches of colon he had to give me a colostomy bag.
A few days later they removed some of the tubes and the IV's and I got to come home. I still had a drain in my stomach and had to learn how to deal with this "poop" bag.
Talk about being depressed! Because the colostomy was unexpected he placed it in a "hard to handle" place on my stomach so my husband and my sister had to help me change it every time. Bless their hearts I will never doubt their love again!
Fortunately I got to have the bag reversed 7 months later. I consider myself extremely blessed.
Since the surgery I have been on : Remicade (every 6 weeks), Imuran (3/day), Colestid, Lomotil, and Pantoprazole ( acid reflux), Injectofer (iron infusions), B-12 shots (every 6 weeks). I also take Zoloft for anxiety.
One of my triggers is anxiety so I try to stay calm.

When my doctor asks "how are you doing?" I want to laugh at him. How do I answer that? I'm surviving and dealing with my aches and pains everyday.

I have started having joint pain in my fingers, knees, back, and right hip. I laugh and know it's part of the package. My Remicade Nurse and GI doc is sending me to a Rehmatologist. Yeah more medicine!

I know I sound like I'm complaining and I'm sorry. It's just nice to be able to get this off my chest. I realize life could be so much worse. God is good to me!

Thanks for listening!
 
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Ah,welcome to the forum and bless you.You've been through so much.I hope you get some relief from your pain when you've seen the rheumy.You will get lots of support from the forum and I'm sure you'll be able to offer the same to some of us.I'm glad you have the support of a loving family.
 
Hi Lynn, sorry you are here but welcome ✋well you have been through the mill. Glad you have found us, we are a great group here and always happy to listen and help in anyway we can. Best wishes and hang in there ☺
 
Welcome!! So happy you found us! Vent away :) This disease can be so frustrating, and someone who has never experienced it can never understand how we feel :) This forum is phenomenal for support, and has been my rock for much of my 2 year journey.
 
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