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Hello
My name is Marcy I am 42 years young and I have Crohn's.

I was diagnosed by an awesome surgeon who was the only one who would really listen to my problems. After thinking it may have been adhesion's from previous hysterectomy and umbilical hernia repair. What started as a rather simple procedure turned into a laparotomy and loosing my appendix.lower portion of my colon ( cecum and ileum ) the 27 cm of my small bowel,drainage of an abscess,and 2 fistules found, I was then in recovery and devastated by what had happened.

I had been told by 2 other gastro docs my problem was mostly in my head. (I am also manic depressive with anxiety and panic attacks) Eventhough they had removed several polyps a year earlier they still insisted it was all in my head.

Well now I am almost 7 years from the day I found out what my problem was. 60 pounds lighter and trying to be wiser I still run into walls every time I turn around.

The only medication the last GI would have me on is Bentyl,welchol,and tylenol for pain which does not a thing. I take B12 shots every week at home. An I am here to tell you now that he gave me these scripts did my colonoscopy over a year ago. He no longer takes my insurance. Of course I couldn't understand why in November of last year his office would just tell me to rest,liquid diet for 3 or 4 days. Well did all that and since November it has gotten progressively worse.

My pcp won't help so I have been calling my insurance and they can't even give me names of doctors because so many are changing over to Teranova services????

I honestly don't know how much longer I can handle this at this point. Imodium 3 times a day isn't helping, the pain is worse than childbirth..And I had 3 totally natural,no drugs and this pain literally brings me to tears. I spend most of my nights in a hot tub or laying with the heating pad, my joints ache terribly and eating has become a chore in itself. I eat,pain , then bathroom. The newest symptoms are rectal bleeding even if I am just urinating, massive rectal pain, and as of last week a fever that spikes at night with chills and shaking. The last 3 nights it has hit 104*
I am exhausted all the time I don't sleep much at night because I am hurting so bad to try and comfortable is a joke. I feel as if I could drink my pool dry. I drink almost half gallon of water a day not to mention other things as well gatorade pedialite and still nothing is helping..

As of this afternoon,
my surgeon called me he had made me an appointment with a Internal Medicine doctor at the practice who has dealt with Crohn's patients. He can get me in on the 24th, but actually gave me his after hours cell # and told me the emergency clinic is open 24 hours a day and if I need to go he will meet me, and this doctor doesn't know me from Adam.My wonderful surgeon has filled him in and I just love him for that. Why can't all doctors go that extra mile for their patients.?

I am so glad I found this forum to have others I can just talk to about this disease. Although my family and friends are supportive they have no realization of the pain and humiliation that comes along with all of it.
Do any of you just get to a point that you wish they would just take it all out so you wouldn't have these issues anymore?

Thank you so much for making so many newbies like myself feel so welcome:redface:
 
Wow, your story echoes so much of what I have dealt with. Surgery excluded (as of today). Rather than pollute your thread with my rants, I thought I would just give you a link to my latest rant.. It may sound somehow familiar to you. :)

Linkypoo
 
Hello Marcy and welcome :hug: I think there are many who sometimes sit there and think 'just take it all and be done with it'. What must be remembered though is taking it all out may not actually fix things, as of right now there is NO cure for crohns after all :(

I am sorry you are having such a horrible time at the moment, I totally agree that your surgeon sounds wonderful though. It would be lovely if there could be more docs out there like him. Do you think you will be soon be calling the doc? The 24th seems too far away at the mo considering how you are feeling......

I do hope things improve for you soon, please keep us updated hun.
 
Thanks for the welcome.

I do know there is never an easy fix or cure for CD. I just think if my previous GI doc would have started me on something after the surgery a lot of this may not be as bad per say. Someone else had posted their GI doc always tell them scope looked normal and is bewildered when pathology comes back. That is where I was a year ago after my scope. So in turn he would not try any of the cd meds. So I definitely have to wonder where I could be today if he had at least tried.

As for the new appointment they said if a cancellation arised I would be first on the list. They did however give me after hours information and the 24 hour er clinic they support. So I was happy about that. Luckily last night was the first night in a week that my fever didn't spike. YAY..
Once again thanks for the warm welcome
 
Oh I thought you meant more surgery, sorry hun! :) I totally agree about the meds, you should have been given something after surgery as a maintainence treatment. I wasn't given any either after my op and what do ya know within 3 months I have one of the worst flares I have ever known and I am then on the bloody steroids which I had spent nearly all of last year avoiding :(

Glad you had a better night, really hope this continues for you

Xxxx
 
No worries Angrybird,

I am going to ask this new GI first off why they wait so darn long before giving into having patients on CD meds. I mean I know everything has side effects but darnit I am feeling like a side effect myself these days..lol.. Sorry I tend to get punchy when I am sleepy..lol.The funniest thing happened earlier this evening: a friend of the family had come in to town and was telling me his neighbor found the perfect remedy for his chronic pain and he doesn't need RX either..When I asked what it was he proudly said, "pot" an I was like what? Boy that really shows my age right there. I never did it in college or any other time and I could see the headlines now..." Local woman with Crohn's falls off toilet after smoking pain medication"..Needless to say everyone got a hoot out of it. That was my first funny of the day..So the second one was when my youngest son asked about the forum and I explained it to him and showed him my thread. He says,"Oh its like AA but with people who have tummy issues?" God love him, he made my day..
 
:rof: Bless him! I must admit the image I now have in my head has given me a right giggle. I think with this disease a sense if humour is definetly required, I would much prefer to laugh than cry about it.
 

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