Okay, so two weeks ago I was discharged from hospital after a 12 day stay thanks to a blockage from a 'lovely' crohn's flare. I spent the first week on 60g of steroids administered through a cannula, then went down to 50g oral prednisolone (which I'm still on at 45g).
About 2 days into the 60g I noticed my entire scalp was incredibly sore, and when I looked it was covered in little blister's which caused agony at the slightest touch, but the doctors didn't seem concerned by it at all...so I thought it was just a normal side effect and tried to ignore it.
So, yeah fast forward to now. My scalp, while it has cleared of the blisters, is still very sore and now covered in huge bald spots...I look ridiculous. My hair falls about 2 inches below my shoulders so it's very noticeable and has sent my confidence rock bottom...
I don't know what to do, I already had incredibly thin hair so all I can see is scalp. It started falling out from the front, so the entire left side about two inches back is bald, and it's now starting on the right side as well as the back...and I only have half a fringe now...
It's humiliating, my hair was the only decent part of my head. I just don't know where else to take this, my mum think's I'm over-reacting, cause hey it's just hair. But she's not the one who has to live with it, I am. Then I have people around me saying to just shave it all off otherwise it's going to grow out of length and look stupid, and hey "bald is beautiful" and I should take the reigns as a young strong women and banish the belief that hair makes you pretty...if that gives any inclination to the type of friends I have, so I can't win with them.
No one seems to get that I don't feel happy with a few bald spots, so how the hell am I going to feel with no hair at all? and my hair grows so slowly...I'm lucky if it grows an inch in a year, so then good old anxiety pops up saying if I shave it, I'll be bald for years...
In short, I really do not know what to do anymore, I don't even know what caused this, if it was some reaction to the steroids or just general crohn's fun times. So I was wondering if anyone else on here has had this same problem and how they eventually dealt with it? =(
About 2 days into the 60g I noticed my entire scalp was incredibly sore, and when I looked it was covered in little blister's which caused agony at the slightest touch, but the doctors didn't seem concerned by it at all...so I thought it was just a normal side effect and tried to ignore it.
So, yeah fast forward to now. My scalp, while it has cleared of the blisters, is still very sore and now covered in huge bald spots...I look ridiculous. My hair falls about 2 inches below my shoulders so it's very noticeable and has sent my confidence rock bottom...
I don't know what to do, I already had incredibly thin hair so all I can see is scalp. It started falling out from the front, so the entire left side about two inches back is bald, and it's now starting on the right side as well as the back...and I only have half a fringe now...
It's humiliating, my hair was the only decent part of my head. I just don't know where else to take this, my mum think's I'm over-reacting, cause hey it's just hair. But she's not the one who has to live with it, I am. Then I have people around me saying to just shave it all off otherwise it's going to grow out of length and look stupid, and hey "bald is beautiful" and I should take the reigns as a young strong women and banish the belief that hair makes you pretty...if that gives any inclination to the type of friends I have, so I can't win with them.
No one seems to get that I don't feel happy with a few bald spots, so how the hell am I going to feel with no hair at all? and my hair grows so slowly...I'm lucky if it grows an inch in a year, so then good old anxiety pops up saying if I shave it, I'll be bald for years...
In short, I really do not know what to do anymore, I don't even know what caused this, if it was some reaction to the steroids or just general crohn's fun times. So I was wondering if anyone else on here has had this same problem and how they eventually dealt with it? =(