One month ago I was scared to drive one block in a car. As of yesterday I have driven from Chicago, through Iowa through Nebraska, down into Colorado, through the Rocky Mountains, through Utah, Down Nevada, to Southern California, to San Francisco, to Northern California!! A total of 4000 miles all on my own!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't even remember feeling this good. It has been more than a decade of hell, but I can finally see the glory of remission!!! I'm not there yet, but give it a few more states then I think I will finally be there!!!