It's been a while since I last posted anything but a lot has happened...
Not sure how to start off but anyway I thought I post an update.
For those of you that know I absolutely love horses, I brought my own last year in November everything was going really well until the end of July this year when he put me in hospital with severe concussion and a badly bruised right hip and lower back I was only for a day which was really lucky as it could have been a lot worse in fact I have had a lot worse happen, anyway I had his back checked out and the vet came back and said "this horse should never have been sold to you like this, his back is in a bad way" when he said that I just cried I love that horse to bits, anyway the insurance have been brilliant and I can't thank them enough. Marley(my horse) I had to make the worst decision of my life to have him PTS(Put To Sleep)/Euthanasia it happened on the 3rd of December 2015
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As you can Imagine I was absolutely heart-broken, he was part of the family, he was my Pride and Joy I loved him so much and will never forget him he was only 6 years old that's so young RIP Marley my beautiful boy. This hasn't put me off horses at all I have been riding for a long time and won't stop no matter what, I plan on getting another horse after Christmas in the New Year so that is something to look forward to . We also thought we were going to lose one of our dogs as well but luckily she bounced back to her normal 'ish' self .
Anyway sorry for putting the sad part first I'm okay well sort of hanging in there 6 months ago my gastro doc thought it was a good idea to take me off azathioprine without tapering(which he said he was going to do) Nope he just took me straight off it thinking I was in remission I was alright for about a month but what he didn't realize was he was wrong and 6 months down the line right before Christmas I'm in a flare again but I can't get through to anyone to make an appointment in January to see him about this and in all honesty I don't want to see him mainly because every time I do I feel like he doesn't listen to a word I'm saying, I feel like I'm wasting his time I don't feel like he's helping me at all, I have tried changing to see if I can see someone different but it hasn't worked so I guess I'm stuck with him :yrolleyes:.
To top it all off I also lost my job one of them was the beginning of last year and the other was the beginning of this year all because of Crohn's as usual :ybatty: So I'm currently unemployed and claiming benefits which I'm not proud of I've been on them for at least 2 years now and I'm not proud of it all because I can't keep a job due to Crohn's, appointments, going to see someone about my eyesight, the fact that I am autistic nobody seem to understand and much more. :ymad: I hate this so much :yrolleyes:.
Anyway I'm currently really frustrated and in pain Oh and sorry for the long post :ybatty:.
Not sure how to start off but anyway I thought I post an update.
For those of you that know I absolutely love horses, I brought my own last year in November everything was going really well until the end of July this year when he put me in hospital with severe concussion and a badly bruised right hip and lower back I was only for a day which was really lucky as it could have been a lot worse in fact I have had a lot worse happen, anyway I had his back checked out and the vet came back and said "this horse should never have been sold to you like this, his back is in a bad way" when he said that I just cried I love that horse to bits, anyway the insurance have been brilliant and I can't thank them enough. Marley(my horse) I had to make the worst decision of my life to have him PTS(Put To Sleep)/Euthanasia it happened on the 3rd of December 2015
.As you can Imagine I was absolutely heart-broken, he was part of the family, he was my Pride and Joy I loved him so much and will never forget him he was only 6 years old that's so young
RIP Marley my beautiful boy. This hasn't put me off horses at all I have been riding for a long time and won't stop no matter what, I plan on getting another horse after Christmas in the New Year so that is something to look forward to . We also thought we were going to lose one of our dogs as well but luckily she bounced back to her normal 'ish' self .Anyway sorry for putting the sad part first
I'm okay well sort of hanging in there 6 months ago my gastro doc thought it was a good idea to take me off azathioprine without tapering(which he said he was going to do) Nope he just took me straight off it thinking I was in remission I was alright for about a month but what he didn't realize was he was wrong and 6 months down the line right before Christmas I'm in a flare again but I can't get through to anyone to make an appointment in January to see him about this and in all honesty I don't want to see him mainly because every time I do I feel like he doesn't listen to a word I'm saying, I feel like I'm wasting his time I don't feel like he's helping me at all, I have tried changing to see if I can see someone different but it hasn't worked so I guess I'm stuck with him :yrolleyes:.To top it all off I also lost my job one of them was the beginning of last year and the other was the beginning of this year all because of Crohn's as usual :ybatty: So I'm currently unemployed and claiming benefits which I'm not proud of I've been on them for at least 2 years now and I'm not proud of it all because I can't keep a job due to Crohn's, appointments, going to see someone about my eyesight, the fact that I am autistic nobody seem to understand and much more. :ymad: I hate this so much :yrolleyes:.
Anyway I'm currently really frustrated and in pain Oh and sorry for the long post :ybatty:.
