Well hello, I'm Lilith and i'm 20 years old. I was diagnosed with Crohn's -Colitis back in December in 2012. The symptoms were there, constant and bloody bowel movements and spent a good five days in the hospital. I was given Asacol, predninsone and 6MP. Later on my gastroenterologist put me on some rectal medication. So I would say I was doing well, I had a few occasional abdominal pain and minor flare up in between and I was going to school. This May I had a major flare up that landed me in the hospital for 3 weeks. I'm not really a fan of hospitals, so to be honest I don't know how I survived being there. On the day that I got out I got a panic attack or some sort of panic crisis again I don't know why. A few weeks after I got out of the hospital I was doing awesome the abdominal completely stopped and things were goods. On late July I got a flare up again and it has not completely gone away. I feel weak most of the time, tired but can't sleep, stressed out and specially right now since school started. I feel more restless and sort sad. My stomach right now is behaving but I feel stressed, more nervous , it feels like my heart rate is always up. To be honest I'm scared about the uncertainty.