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So i went for my first ever infusion yesterday. I have to mention again, that it was not a decision i took lightly. The long term effects, though statistically unlikely, really scare me. Ultimately my decision came down to the fact that i'm fed up of feeling like crap and chose a better quality of life, for right now. Sooo, i did not sleep at all the night before, which was driving me insane because i really wanted to be in the best shape possible going in there. Arriving at the clinic i was comforted by the fact that it was really not at all a hospital setting. It was a very relax setting, with tv, dvds, wifi. After hooking me up and beginning, all was going really well. Eventually two other patients my age arrived for their treatments as well. It was really comforting to talk to them as they both had been on Remicade for over 5 years and both were in remission. They both seemed to look forward to their treatments because it was a wind-down time for them. They both had tylenol and benedryl with theirs. My doctor didn't prescribe anything else for me. I'm kind of glad. I'm so fed of taking pills, that if i don't need them, i'd rather not. The nurse monitored my pressure every 15 minutes and then 30 minutes in the second hour. After about 45 minutes i began feeling a little queazy and my heart began beating really fast. I don't know if the queasiness is due to the medicine, but my heart beating was probably due to anxiety.. I'm an over-thinker and tend to freak myself out sometimes. I told the nurse right away, and she just told me it was probably due to stress and fatigue, she suggested i really let myself go and relax. A couple of minutes later, i was fine. Right after, i felt like a million bucks, and dared to go eat a really rich meal at the resto. BIG mistake. I have no idea whether the remicade had anything to do with it, but i had not had a flare up like that in at least a year. Major cramping and visited the washroom 4 times in the span of an hour. And then, probably due to both the remicade and the false up, i was really drowsy and sleepy, so i just slept it off. This morning i feel ok. Defintely weak, but ok. No abdominal pain or anything. Have another Remicade infusion in 2 weeks, looking forward to seeing how this is all gonna play out.