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- Jan 4, 2012
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I'm so over being as I know most of us are, but every time I see a glimmer of hope it's snuffed out!!! I have tried so many avenues and still no results. I know I still need to give the remicade time to work but my god!!!!!! I'm still going (on a good day) at least 10 times a day no matter if I eat or not... Not to mention non stop nausea and lets not forget about the pain. Since starting remi I have been to the hospital a half a dozen times and for days or weeks at a time. I'm exhausted and I know my husband and son are too, which then leads me into this horrible guilty feeling that I can't shake because of what I have to put my loved ones through! I just feel I hopeless at this point, and I know "this too shall pass" but when?!?! I'M SO OVER IT!!! PLEASE GIVE ME STRENGTH TO OVERCOME! Thanks for the vent....