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terminal ilium "mild crohn's"
If this is "mild" ??? then I know that what is to come can't get better.
Suffered all of my life live in a small town in the backwoods of Quebec Canada, misdiagnosed, every flareup until Dec 2008. I am FAT so every time I would be sick people and doctors told me it's cause I don't eat right
they never knew what I ate they just assumed because I am FAT that must be it. I am 230 lbs and 5'4" I have never eaten breakfast or lunch (reason is I always felt sick after I ate) DAH!!! I have the runs all of the time but when I would see "professionals" they always told me "well something is being absorbed" Gee Thanks I never noticed.
Anyway, I am here to look at the bright side of what is happening to me. :yrolleyes:
Whoever discovers a cure is gonna be Rich Rich Rich
I can't believe that some many people are suffering and no one can do anything...oopppss sorry thats not Bright.
I have tried all kinds of drugs and have gone to GP's, GI's and surgeons, etc etc etc... and now I am gonna try all natural and possitive thoughts even if it kills me.
My bones are killing me I can hardly walk, my eyes are popping out of my splitting head that is aching so much can't stand the sun or bright lights, I can projectile vomit and sh!t though the eye of a needle at one hundred yards all at the same time, I have been covered in a rash from head to toe, I have had cankers in my mouth as big as dimes and hermeroids that are as big as the liberty bell, can they say STRESS is one of the contributers, my question is how can you have all of this happen to you and not be STRESSED. I was in a major depression for over three years, I used to be active and artistic and now I can't even be creative in anymore. I cant be angry with anyone for the misdiagnosis because that is just negative energy and I really don't have enough energy to waste and certainly not on negative stuff. It is not until a few weeks ago when I saw Dr. Carl Brown Surgeon in Vancouver Canada he told me that "this is nothing I did". It is not because of what I ate or what I didn't eat it is not because of the lifestyle I had or have. When I heard those words it was like someone took a BIG LOAD off my sholders. Yes there are things now that I can no longer eat and I will never eat again, but I tell myself "self you've had some before you know it tastes great, just remember that and move on, cause if you eat it now your gonna be sorry and it not worth it." So Yup its a Life Style Change, I always have lots of food in my house it is just different than what I used to have before and the way I prepare it is different too, I still have lots of booze in my house I like to offer it to people who come over and I love the smell, I have come up with some great drinks that have no booze for me.
I have made my bathroom and bedroom the two nicest rooms in the house because well we all know that thats where we spend all our time.
Up untill a few weeks ago I was counting the days till I die, thinking my dad died at 80 if I die at 80 then 30 more years and this HELL will be over, and then one day I got this boost to my moral either that or I have completely gone off the deep end, anyway what I am trying to say is. I'm not gonna let this crohns get to me, when my days are going bad I am going to try and find the brightest little ray of light and I am gonna hold onto that, I have very good quality toilet paper and keenex because I deserve that and I need to take care of my bum for all the obvious reasons and my nose because don't let this message fool you I do cry and I need to blow my nose.
So I did not tell you about what I have gone through with this crohn's because I have seen over the past two weeks reading all the messages that we have all gone through the something with this crohn's.
I am pissed off and I am getting back my life from this BULLY, every day I am going to do something to take my life back, I am going to grab a pocket full of kleenex and go for a walk even if it hurts so much it makes me cry at least I will have nice soft kleenex, I will go for a swim I'm gonna crochet, knit, sew, draw, write, all those things that crohn's took from me I am going to take back even if it take the rest of my life, and when it hurts and I look up in agony, I am going to look up and say "Thank God I'm alive"
Crohn's your in for a rough ride cause this Canuck ain't taken no more bullying from you, "Bring it on" and I'm gonna kick some butt and it ain't gonna be mine.
That's my story and I'm stickin to it
If this is "mild" ??? then I know that what is to come can't get better.
Suffered all of my life live in a small town in the backwoods of Quebec Canada, misdiagnosed, every flareup until Dec 2008. I am FAT so every time I would be sick people and doctors told me it's cause I don't eat right
they never knew what I ate they just assumed because I am FAT that must be it. I am 230 lbs and 5'4" I have never eaten breakfast or lunch (reason is I always felt sick after I ate) DAH!!! I have the runs all of the time but when I would see "professionals" they always told me "well something is being absorbed" Gee Thanks I never noticed. Anyway, I am here to look at the bright side of what is happening to me. :yrolleyes:
Whoever discovers a cure is gonna be Rich Rich Rich
I can't believe that some many people are suffering and no one can do anything...oopppss sorry thats not Bright.
I have tried all kinds of drugs and have gone to GP's, GI's and surgeons, etc etc etc... and now I am gonna try all natural and possitive thoughts even if it kills me.
My bones are killing me I can hardly walk, my eyes are popping out of my splitting head that is aching so much can't stand the sun or bright lights, I can projectile vomit and sh!t though the eye of a needle at one hundred yards all at the same time, I have been covered in a rash from head to toe, I have had cankers in my mouth as big as dimes and hermeroids that are as big as the liberty bell, can they say STRESS is one of the contributers, my question is how can you have all of this happen to you and not be STRESSED. I was in a major depression for over three years, I used to be active and artistic and now I can't even be creative in anymore. I cant be angry with anyone for the misdiagnosis because that is just negative energy and I really don't have enough energy to waste and certainly not on negative stuff. It is not until a few weeks ago when I saw Dr. Carl Brown Surgeon in Vancouver Canada he told me that "this is nothing I did". It is not because of what I ate or what I didn't eat it is not because of the lifestyle I had or have. When I heard those words it was like someone took a BIG LOAD off my sholders. Yes there are things now that I can no longer eat and I will never eat again, but I tell myself "self you've had some before you know it tastes great, just remember that and move on, cause if you eat it now your gonna be sorry and it not worth it." So Yup its a Life Style Change, I always have lots of food in my house it is just different than what I used to have before and the way I prepare it is different too, I still have lots of booze in my house I like to offer it to people who come over and I love the smell, I have come up with some great drinks that have no booze for me.
I have made my bathroom and bedroom the two nicest rooms in the house because well we all know that thats where we spend all our time.
Up untill a few weeks ago I was counting the days till I die, thinking my dad died at 80 if I die at 80 then 30 more years and this HELL will be over, and then one day I got this boost to my moral either that or I have completely gone off the deep end, anyway what I am trying to say is. I'm not gonna let this crohns get to me, when my days are going bad I am going to try and find the brightest little ray of light and I am gonna hold onto that, I have very good quality toilet paper and keenex because I deserve that and I need to take care of my bum for all the obvious reasons and my nose because don't let this message fool you I do cry and I need to blow my nose.
So I did not tell you about what I have gone through with this crohn's because I have seen over the past two weeks reading all the messages that we have all gone through the something with this crohn's.
I am pissed off and I am getting back my life from this BULLY, every day I am going to do something to take my life back, I am going to grab a pocket full of kleenex and go for a walk even if it hurts so much it makes me cry at least I will have nice soft kleenex, I will go for a swim I'm gonna crochet, knit, sew, draw, write, all those things that crohn's took from me I am going to take back even if it take the rest of my life, and when it hurts and I look up in agony, I am going to look up and say "Thank God I'm alive"
Crohn's your in for a rough ride cause this Canuck ain't taken no more bullying from you, "Bring it on" and I'm gonna kick some butt and it ain't gonna be mine.
That's my story and I'm stickin to it
